The editor of the following work thinks it may be interesting to his readers to know how the original manuscript came into his hands.
Some years ago, an old lady of rank and fashion died suddenly in the country, at the house of a friend where she had been paying a visit. She had long outlived all her contemporary relatives and friends, and, having no family, the little property she possessed passed to some distant relations.
As it was well known that her fortune consisted solely of her jointure, which she was accustomed to spend to the last farthing, no one entertained any idea of benefiting by the event; and consequently, no one taking any interest in the matter, the editor was deputed to examine her repositories, and to destroy such letters and papers as might appear to be of no importance.
While doing so, he discovered a curious old cabinet, which appeared to have been the receptacle for every description of old remembrance: miniatures, snuff boxes, locks of hair, and a quantity of old-fashioned trinkets of no intrinsic value-mingled with notes, letters, and copies of verses-filled the drawers.
After clearing them out, it struck the editor that there was something peculiar in the shape of the cabinet and disposition of the drawers, and after a minute examination, be became satisfied that there was a secret drawer, which he had not explored. It cost him a good deal of trouble to divine the secret, but at last he succeeded in opening it. He was somewhat disappointed at first on finding that it contained merely a packet of papers in an envelope, with a superscription in the old lady's handwriting, to the effect that it was to be destroyed unopened in the event of her death.
As there was no one alive who was likely to be annoyed by the disclosure of any secrets of which the old lady might have been the depository, the editor took the liberty of opening the packet and perusing the contents. These proved to be a series of letters, written in different hands, evidently of youthful writers.
One of them was clearly the hand of the old lady herself, though somewhat different from that of her later years. The letters not only bore the marks of age, but also of having been frequently perused, and it was quite apparent that the venerable lady had been unable to resist the temptation of occasionally recurring to these tender reminiscences of the joys of her youth, and had preserved them for this purpose. It appeared from a note on one of them that her own letters had been returned to her by her friend, who had long predeceased her, so that the series was complete.
The editor was so much interested and amused with the contents of these letters that, before complying with the direction to destroy them, he took the liberty of making a copy for his own perusal, and he now presents them to the world, with the hope that they may afford to others as much gratification as they have done to him.
The old lady had taken care to obliterate the names of all persons and places referred to in them, so far as necessary, in such a manner as to give no trace of the real actors in the scenes of pleasure. The only other alteration made has been to select such portions of the letters as bore upon the same subject, and to make them follow each other, so as to present a continuous narrative, without distracting the attention by diverging, from one set of adventures to another.
If the present series shall be as favourably received as the editor ventures to expect, the remainder may, someday, see the light.
I think you would pity me if you could see the sad state to which I am reduced, and the shifts I am obliged to have recourse to, in order to appease the desires so natural to our age. How I long to be back again with you at school, that we might again enjoy our usual sweet intercourse together, and indulge in all those frolics and pastimes which, ever since our acquaintance commenced, have given me, and I am sure you also, so much delight.
Here, though I have returned to the scenes of my youth, everything seems new and strange. There is no one to whom I can talk confidentially, and confide all my little woes and wants. My aunt, though kind, is reserved with me, and Harry-the meeting with whom I anticipated would afford me so much delight — is not here, and I cannot find that there is any prospect of my even seeing him at present.
I do so wish we were again in our snug little apartment at Miss Birch's, for though the lessons were tedious and tiresome, and our worthy schoolmistress's castigation was sometimes more severe than was quite agreeable to our poor little bottoms, still even that was not all pain, and how well we used to make up for it when we were safely established for the night in our own little beds, and alternately crept from one to the other, in order to enjoy all those delicious pleasures which you first taught me and which we used to carry to the utmost extent that our heated imaginations could possibly invent, to ensure our luscious enjoyment.
But as I have no adventures here to write to you about at present, and very little prospect of any, I think I cannot do better than redeem my promise of giving you some details of our proceedings here before I joined you at school, and which gave rise to the anticipation I expressed to you of having something agreeable to communicate to you during my residence here, but which, alas, I am sorry to find, have not been realised.
You are aware that I have been brought up by my aunt, Lady Lovesport, with whom I lived, till, at the age of ten, I was sent to school. As you have seen Lady Lovesport and know well what an extremely handsome, fine-looking woman she is, I need not describe her to you, more especially as I shall have occasion afterwards to say something regarding her person. You are, however, perhaps not aware that she was married when very young to a rich old man, with whom she led but an unhappy life, though, by-the-bye, her husband somewhat made up for this by leaving her nearly all his fortune, coupled with the condition that she was not to marry again under the penalty of losing it. On his death she made up her mind not to throw away her wealth, nor subject her person to the control of another husband, and she has ever since remained in a state of single blessedness. As her income is large, she lives in very good style, and has every opportunity of indulging in any fancy she may take, and I have reason to believe that she does not hesitate to seek for amusement wherever she thinks she is likely to find it.
My earliest years passed very pleasantly. My aunt was always kind to me, and though I was kept strictly to my lessons, still, as long as I was attentive and diligent, every indulgence was shown to me. But if, on any occasion, I failed in doing what was required of me, my poor bottom was pretty sure to smart for it.
My aunt always undertook the duty of correcting me herself, and when punishment was to be inflicted I was taken to a small room adjoining her bedroom, where I was placed across her knees. My petticoats were taken up, and a birch rod applied smartly to my naked posteriors.
On these occasions I generally struggled a good deal. I soon fancied that, by tossing myself about and pretending to suffer more than I really did, my aunt's heart was softened, and consequently the stripes inflicted upon me were of a less severe nature than when I lay like a log on her knees, and showed no symptoms of feeling the pain. However this may be, it usually happened that between my struggles and her endeavours to retain me on her knee, her clothes would also be tossed up, and before the conclusion of my punishment her thighs were generally as bare as my own, and I lay with my naked belly and thighs pressed against her naked person. On these occasions I could not but admire the softness and beauty of the charms which were thus exposed to me, and to wonder at the profusion of beautiful curly hair, which adorned the secret spot often presented to my sight, so different from the bare unfledged gap which was beginning to attract my own curiosity.
Nor were my opportunities for viewing her lovely person confined to the exhibition thus made during my punishment. Lady Love-sport's residence is, you are aware, on the seacoast. Within a short distance of the house there is a retired bay, shut in by two projecting rocks on either side, so as not to be approached, except through our own grounds. Here a small bathing house had been erected, and we were accustomed to repair thither every day in fine weather. During the warm summer months we used often to wander there by ourselves, without any attendant. Generally we were in the habit of wearing bathing gowns, but it would sometimes happen that, after sporting and toying together for a while, Lady Lovesport would either get angry, or at least pretend to do so, at something or another I did, and would hastily tear a few twigs from the young birch trees which grew on the shore, and making me take off my bathing gown, she would apply the rod to my posteriors. But on these occasions this was always done sportively, and evidently without any intention of inflicting pain. Nay, she would even sometimes strip off her own wet attire, which interfered with her movements, and arming herself with one rod and allowing me to provide myself with another, we would chase each other in the water or up and down the soft sands, and when one succeeded in catching the other, there always followed a smart application of the soft green twigs to the buttocks and thighs of the fugitive.
After this sport had been repeated several times, I began to observe that my aunt always selected one spot for this amusement, exactly in front of a dense thicket which rather projected out from the rest of the shore; a boundary was fixed on each side, beyond which it was declared we were not to go, so that in chasing each other, we had always to pass close in front of this thicket. On one occasion I was a little startled by observing, as I thought, a slight movement in the thicket, as if someone were passing through the bushes, but my aunt laughed at me. She said it was only a rabbit hopping about, and at the same time applied her rod so vigorously to my posteriors that she soon gave me something else to think of. I was, however, induced after this to keep a watch upon the thicket, and occasionally I was convinced I saw a similar movement. Nay, once I was pretty certain that I caught a glimpse of a face, which seemed to me in the slight glance I had of it, to be very like that of a young gentleman who resided in the neighbourhood, whose family was very intimate with my aunt, and who himself was a frequent visitor at our house. But as I had no wish for a repetition of the severe discipline which my first observation had brought upon me, I said no more about it. It also struck me as somewhat singular that when we returned to the house after any of these frolicsome pastimes, we were quite certain either to find the young gentleman there, or have him arrive very soon after us.
But I think I have made this letter long enough, so adieu for the present.
My Dear Lucy,
Not having any news to give you, for everything here is as dull and uninteresting as ever, I shall resume my story.
A young lady, the daughter of a friend of my aunt, had been on a visit to us for some time. She was an extremely beautiful girl, about fifteen years of age, with one of the handsomest and most elegantly shaped figures I had ever seen. For some reason, for which I could not well account, my aunt seemed to have taken a dislike to her, and was continually finding fault with her. It is true that Maria gave her considerable cause for dissatisfaction, for she was idle and lazy, constantly getting into mischief and doing something or other which she knew quite well would displease my aunt. Lady Lovesport had very often threatened to whip her unless she behaved herself better. Maria seemed to pay no attention to what she said, but I, who knew my aunt better, had little doubt she would carry her threat into execution.
One forenoon we were sitting together at our work. My aunt had that morning been very much displeased with Maria for some mischief she had committed, and told her that before she went out she intended to punish her with a sound flogging. I was seated with my face to the window which commanded a view of the avenue, and I saw Mr. Everard, the young gentleman to whom I have already alluded, coming towards the house. I was a little surprised that no announcement was made to us of his arrival. In a short time, however, my aunt's confidential servant came into the room, and whispered a few words in her ear. Soon afterwards my aunt rose up, and giving me some work to do, which would occupy me some time, she told me to make myself ready to accompany her on a visit she was going to make in an hour afterwards. She then desired Maria to follow her to her apartment.
I was very certain that my aunt's purpose was to punish the girl, and I could not help somehow connecting this punishment with the arrival of Mr. Everard. I felt a strong desire to ascertain whether I was right in this conjecture. The idea took such a strong hold upon my mind that I determined to be a spectatress of the punishment, and, knowing a back way to a closet which would give me a full view of all my aunt's doings in her own room, you may guess I soon dropped the work I had to do, and hurried to my place of espionage, finding myself there not a moment too soon, for she had already got the trembling Maria divested of everything but her chemise, and I could see that her bubbies were sufficiently grown to swell out and show their charming rotundity in the most enticing manner possible. As soon as she was thus stripped, my aunt made her place her arms behind her, and tied them with a handkerchief behind her back. She then took another handkerchief and fastened it firmly over her eyes, so as to blindfold her completely.
In this condition she led her to a couch, which, fortunately, was in full view from my hiding place, and made her lie down upon it, at the same time lifting up her chemise and fastening it around her waist so as to leave all her person below that perfectly naked. Indeed, from the loose manner in which that garment hung around her, my aunt easily contrived to lay bare the whole of the upper part of her person likewise, the chemise merely forming a sort of girdle round her waist, where it was retained by the manner in which her arms were bound.
When all this was arranged, my aunt made a signal to someone in the bedroom, and, to my great surprise-though I must say I had rather anticipated something of the sort-I saw Mr. Everard steal gently from the one room to the other, and place himself at the back of the couch, leaning his arms upon it and gazing intently, though of course in perfect silence, upon the lovely form thus exposed, naked, before his eyes. He had taken off his coat, waistcoat, and his boots, but otherwise he was completely dressed.
No sooner had he taken his place than my aunt began to apply the rod to the exquisite posteriors which were thus presented to her in such an inviting position for the birch. She was not very severe at first, and Maria lay pretty still, though her shrinking, quivering flesh showed that she felt keenly the stinging touches. As the charming buttocks began to be reddened by this exhilarating exercise, my aunt seemed to get excited and heated with her work, and plied the rod more sharply and vigorously.
In proportion as she felt the pain increase, Maria began to exhibit symptoms of the intensity of her feelings. She turned and twisted about, and writhed her body in every manner of strange contortion, sometimes raising up her buttocks by resting on her knees, so as to exhibit her lovely belly, sometimes trying to avoid the sharp stripes by turning herself round to my side, thereby giving me a full view of the front part of her person, with the lovely characteristic which distinguishes our sex showing its delicious lips opening and closing again, as they were affected by the nature of her contortions and the constant twisting and writhing of her body.
When this took place my aunt was pretty sure, by a sharp application of the rod, to make her turn round again, but when on the other hand she moved herself so as to expose the same delightful sight to the evidently charmed gaze of Mr. Everard, she rather suspended her blows, or merely applied them so lightly, as to induce Maria to remain for a time in the same attitude.
During the operation my aunt's robe flew open and I discovered that she had nothing on beneath it, except a thin chemise. Her robe hanging down over her shoulders exhibited her entire bosom, naked, with its charming promontories which, though more full-grown and considerably larger and more mature in their proportions, were equally lovely in shape and colour. Occasionally, as she changed her position, I could catch a glimpse of her naked legs and thighs, though these were more generally turned in the opposite direction from me.
At length, as if exhausted with the exertion and tired of standing longer, she sat down on the couch-and as Maria's motions were now becoming more fierce and energetic, she placed her arm round the girl's waist as if to restrain her struggles, though it rather appeared to me as if it was done with the view of procuring a better exhibition of every part of her person. At the same time my aunt stretched out her own legs at full length before her, opening her thighs a little apart and allowing her robe to fall on each side so as to disclose them to view.
As soon as Mr. Everard perceived this, he gently stole round and got on his knees beside her, and, spreading her legs still further apart, he raised up her chemise and disclosed the centre of pleasure. I had often in our bathing expeditions seen and admired the lovely spot, but I had never before beheld it in the same state of excitement. It glowed and quivered under his warm and exciting touches, while the strange motions she made with her legs and buttocks amused and surprised me.
She still continued to apply the birch to poor Maria's posteriors, and to feast her own and Mr. Everard's eyes with the exquisite beauties that were developed before them in every possible attitude and position that could excite the senses. At length Mr. Everard placed his head between her thighs, and, applying his mouth to the lovely aperture, seemed to kiss and caress it with the most ardent devotion. He remained in this position for a minute or two when, all of a sudden, my aunt's eyes closed, her head fell back on the couch, and the rod dropped from her hand. Her buttocks heaved and wriggled convulsively for a second or two, and then she remained perfectly motionless.
In the course of a minute or two, she again took up the rod and made a sign to Mr. Everard, who immediately rose and retreated to the bedroom as silently as he had entered. After adjusting her robe she now announced to the weeping Maria that her punishment was at an end, took off the bandage, unloosened her hands, and told her to dress herself and retire to her own room.
As soon as Maria had departed, my aunt repaired to the bedroom. I remained on the watch for some time in the hope of seeing her and Mr. Everard return to the boudoir, but, though I could hear them talking in the bedroom, they did not come back. As the bedroom had another door by which she might go out without my hearing her, I was obliged to make good my retreat for fear of being caught, but it was nearly an hour afterwards before my aunt sent for me to go out with her. I managed to obtain a sight of two or three scenes of a similar kind, which generally terminated pretty much in the same manner, so it is needless to describe them. But I must give you the particulars of the last one, in which my dear Harry was the victim. This, however, must be reserved for another opportunity.
Ever yours, Emily
Still the same state of dullness and inactivity. My aunt is very kind to me but evidently watches me closely, and, I fancy, seems to distrust me. So, as I have nothing better to tell you, I shall go on with the narrative of my youthful adventures.
You have often heard me talk of Harry. He is a near relation of my aunt's late husband. Having lost both his parents when he was a mere child, and having no near relatives alive, he was taken charge of by my aunt and brought up by her along with me. As we had no other companions of our own age we were, of course, thrown very much together and were upon the most familiar footing.
Although latterly he was sent to school, he used always to spend his holidays with us, so that our intimacy was kept up. At first, while we were children, there was no sort of restriction upon our intercourse with one another. We used to be taken out to walk, and even to bathe together, and in our sports and play our clothes were frequently tumbled and tossed about so as to expose our naked persons to each other. We were therefore perfectly well aware of the distinguishing features of our respective bodies, and while he used to laugh and joke me on my bare little chink, into which he would sometimes try to push his finger, I, in my turn, used to wonder what could be the use of the little funny dangling piece of flesh which hung down between his thighs with a sort of rotund protrusion below, for as yet his little balls had not made their appearance more prominently.
As we began to grow a little older we were, of course, told that it was not proper for boys and girls to see each other naked, and, while he was allowed to bathe by himself, I was taken down to the sea, at first by an attendant, and afterwards by my aunt, and was told to use a bathing gown, which was never dispensed with except on those occasions when my aunt directed me to throw off the useless encumbrance.
But although Harry and I were obliged to yield to this restraint in public, we made no difference in our private amusements, and, when wandering in the woods, which we were allowed to do freely, we continued to indulge ourselves in all those pretty little fondlings and caresses of our naked persons which we had accustomed ourselves to. Harry used often to persuade me to accompany him when he went to bathe, and though I did not dare to join him in venturing into the water for fear of any derangement of my dress or the wetness of my hair betraying me, still, when he came out of the sea with his charming white flesh all glowing with the effects of his exercise, I did not hesitate to afford him my assistance in wiping off the pearly drops which glistened in the sun on every part of his fine soft skin. My caressing hands wandered freely over all his charms, which every day were assuming a more manly appearance.
Latterly, at each successive arrival of his holidays, I was more and more struck with the delightful change which was taking place in his person-and more especially in his lovely little emblem of virility, which was gradually elongating and increasing in bulk, and exhibiting the progressive growth of the curious little appendages, which are so necessary towards consummating the full effect of blissful enjoyment. On some of the last occasions when we were thus pleasantly employed, I was greatly surprised to find that when I kissed, caressed, and fondled the little darling, it swelled out and held up its head erect: and the little rosy tip, which formerly never used to disclose itself except when my wanton fingers stripped the skin from it, now started out from its retreat and seemed to challenge my amorous kisses and bites. He too, in his turn, seemed to take a greater delight in caressing me. He would lay me down beside him, and while my hands wandered with pleasure over his naked form and played every manner of trick with him, he would throw up my petticoats and, not unwillingly on my part, would expose as much of my person to his gaze as he could possibly manage, and feast his eyes with the sight, and gratify his lascivious fingers with the touch of all my young charms. Of course, the centre spot was the great object of his attention. He kissed and fondled and played with it in every manner that he could devise. He used, however, to complain that it had not grown in an equal proportion with his own manly weapon, and that his finger was unable to penetrate any further or more easily than it used to do. We were both at that time utterly ignorant of the delicious mode of procuring pleasure which you afterwards so kindly and so sweetly taught me.
I need hardly say, however, that our mutual lascivious touches gave us very great pleasure and enjoyment, but at the same time it was always pleasure of an insufficient and unsatisfactory description. We felt that something was wanting, but what that something was, we as yet knew not, and we had hardly reached sufficient maturity for nature to teach us of its own accord.
I certainly enjoyed greatly the pleasing sensations occasioned by his attempting to put his finger into my little aperture, for as yet the idea of putting in anything else had never occurred to us, but at the same time when he attempted to thrust it any distance up the narrow opening, it hurt and frightened me so much that I never dared to allow him to explore its recesses as far as he wished.
Of course, on the footing on which we were, I had no secrets from him, and he was soon made aware of my aunt's frolics in the water with me, and of the strange adventure I had witnessed when Maria was flogged. He was greatly affected by what I told him of the latter procedure, and expressed the strongest wish to be able to enjoy the gratification of witnessing such a scene. Had I been of a jealous nature I might have been displeased with the eagerness and keenness he displayed on hearing my description of the charms of the naked persons of my aunt and Maria, but so far from being dissatisfied, I loved him too much not to wish to contribute in any manner I could to his pleasure and amusement. I was therefore easily induced to promise to give him any assistance in my power to enable him to indulge his curiosity. But, alas, the result was very different from what we anticipated, and, to him at least, much less satisfactory than we could have desired.
One day, when I was aware that Mr. Everard had been absent from home for some time and that there was consequently no chance of his being at his hiding place near our bathing station, I showed Harry where he might conceal himself so as to have a full view of all that passed while we were in the water. He accordingly stationed himself in the ambush, but on this occasion my aunt did not indulge in any of our usual frolics, and the only opportunity he had of seeing us in a state of nudity was for a minute or two while we dried ourselves and changed our dresses.
Disappointed in this, and more inflamed by the glimpse he had caught of the attractive beauties of my aunt's person, he returned to his post on the following day and persuaded me to play some tricks with my aunt, to induce her to amuse herself in the manner I had described to him she was accustomed to do.
I was afraid of exciting suspicion by doing this, but he was so urgent that I consented. Accordingly when I got into the water, letting my bathing gown fly open I began to frolic with my aunt, throwing the water upon her, and trying to excite her to punish me in the usual manner, so as to give me the opportunity of retaliating upon her. At first, however, she did not seem at all inclined to join in the sport, but after a little, I observed her cast a sharp glance at the thicket, where there was a slight rustling among the bushes. I was sadly afraid that Harry would be discovered, but I was soon relieved of my apprehension by my aunt encouraging my playful tricks. Very soon we were both quite naked, and busily employed in applying the fresh birch to each other's posteriors.
After indulging in this amusement for some time we dressed and returned to the house. Just as we were approaching it, I was surprised to see Mr. Everard coming towards us. My aunt also seemed somewhat astonished, and, after speaking apart to him for a few minutes, asked him to return to the house with me saying that she would be with us in a few minutes. I was now dreadfully alarmed, for I at once suspected what was really the case-that my aunt, on seeing the movement in the thicket, had supposed it was Mr. Everard, who, she knew, was to return that day, and now finding he had not been there, she had returned to discover who had taken his place.
I had no doubt she would discover poor Harry. I would have given the world to have been able to give him warning to keep out of sight, but I could devise no pretext for leaving Mr. Everard, who had evidently received instructions to keep me in sight. I was therefore obliged to return to the house, where we remained in the drawing room till my aunt joined us. I saw her coming across the lawn, and went to the door as if to meet her, when I heard her desire the servant to tell Mr. Henry that she wished to see him in her boudoir as soon as he came in. I had no doubt but that he must have been discovered, and I returned to the drawing room in the greatest uneasiness, for I already began to have some unpleasant suspicions as to how the matter was likely to terminate.
I afterwards discovered that as I had supposed, my aunt's suspicions were aroused, and as she knew the grounds perfectly, she had returned to a spot from which she could observe any one issuing from the thicket in question. She had not waited long before she espied poor Harry, who, little suspecting that any lookout was kept upon him, was walking quietly away with the intention of returning to the house as if from a different direction.
My aunt made no-attempt to conceal herself, and on seeing her alone and evidently watching him, Harry soon suspected that he had been found out. He was sadly at a loss to know to what to do. But as he is a bold courageous boy, he was not long in making up his mind to face the worst. “All she can do to me,” he said to himself, “is to give me a flogging, and after all, the sight I have seen is well worth paying such a price for.” I strongly suspect, however, that he did not anticipate the magnitude of the price he was to pay.
Soon after my aunt came in, I made some excuse to retire to my own room. I was afraid she might have directed me to remain with Mr. Everard, but she said nothing and took no notice of me nor of what had occurred. I left my door open and listened till I heard Harry come in. I wanted sadly to speak to him, but as he followed the servant immediately to the boudoir, I had no opportunity. I then heard my aunt leave the drawing room and proceed to her own room, so I hastened to pass into the store closet that I might ascertain and get a view of what I now apprehended was going to take place.
On entering the boudoir, Lady Lovesport locked the door towards the passage, and then came straight up to where Harry was standing in the middle of the room. He was very pale, but he had a resolute composed aspect, as if he had made up his mind to endure the worst that could happen to him. “So, you young rascal,” she said to him, “is this the return you make to me for all my kindness to you, that I cannot go with my niece to bathe but you must play the spy upon us? What have you to say for yourself? Can you venture to deny your shameful conduct?” Harry cast his eyes down when she began to address him, but said nothing while she continued to upbraid him for his disgraceful proceeding.
Finding that he did not attempt to deny his fault or justify himself, but maintained what she called a stubborn silence, she announced her intention to flog him for his misconduct. She said that her first intention had been to send him off instantly, and never to see him again; but that, on further reflection, she had determined to try the effect of a sound flogging in the hope that it might cure him of such naughty practices for the future. She told him that she had no wish to expose his shameful conduct and his disgrace to the servants; but she was determined that he should not escape punishment, and if he did not submit to it quietly, Mr. Everard was in the house and she would call him to assist her in any manner that might be necessary. Here Harry's pride was roused, and he answered boldly that he knew he had done wrong and was sorry he had offended her, and was willing to submit to any punishment she might choose to inflict, but that neither Mr. Everard nor any servant should ever flog him or assist in holding him to be flogged, even if they should kill him.
Lady Lovesport seemed not a little surprised at this exhibition of spirit, but it did not appear to displease her and she said more mildly that if he was willing to submit to any punishment quietly, she would not do anything to hurt his feelings unnecessarily, but that if he made the least resistance she would immediately call in assistance, whatever might be the consequences. She then produced a large birch rod, and told him to take down his trousers. But here again his spirit broke out, and he said modestly that he would make no resistance to anything she might do to him, but that he did not think he ought to be punished in that manner for indulging a very natural curiosity, and he would not be a party to anything that implied his acquiescence in the punishment. Lady Lovesport still showed no symptom of being offended at his coolness, but quietly told him that the more trouble he gave her, the more severe his punishment would be. To this his only reply was that he could not help it. Here the colloquy ended, and she then proceeded to action.
She first removed his jacket and waistcoat, and taking hold of his arms, placed them behind his back, and bound them firmly together. While she was doing this I thought I saw Harry hesitating. Whether he thought of resisting or remonstrating I cannot tell, but after a short struggle he seemed to make up his mind to let her take her own way entirely. She then took another handkerchief and proceeded to blindfold him. This took Harry quite by surprise, as he had entirely forgotten what I had told him had taken place with Maria. But it prepared me for what next occurred-the appearance of Mr. Everard from the adjoining bedroom, the door of which had been left open. He came in softly and sat down on the sofa, before which the other two were standing. I believe Harry would have objected to the bandaging of his eyes if he could have helped it, but having allowed Lady Lovesport to fasten his hands he was now at her mercy and could offer no resistance, and where that was the case he was too proud to remonstrate. I noticed that she gave a pull at his neckerchief and loosened the knot which fastened it, so that it soon fell off, upon which she made some pretext far putting her hand to his neck, and apparently accidentally unfastened his jacket. Then leading him to a sofa in the centre of the boudoir, she made him kneel up over the raised end of the couch so as to support his head, then her busy hands unbuttoned his trousers, pulled them down to his heels, and tucked up his shirt round his waist till I could see his bottom, and everything.
The culprit being ready, Mr. Everard came silently from his seat, and with his assistance her clothes seemed to drop off as if by magic, till she stood in chemise, stockings, and boots only. She now took up a swinging rod and commenced to whip the bold Harry very soundly as her lover, standing behind her back, embraced her in his arms with one hand raising her chemise whilst the other tickled her lovely slit in front-which was fully exposed to my view.
She evidently hurt him very much, as I could hear him give a suppressed moan and wince at every cut, till she suddenly changed her plan, and seating herself on the sofa, drew his body over her naked thighs. She faced directly towards the store closet, whilst Harry also turned his face in that direction. I could therefore distinctly perceive by the increased flush on his handsome countenance and the pleased expression of the mouth that he seemed even to press further forward, as if to make the lower part of his belly and his thighs participate in such an agreeable contact. Lady Lovesport seemed to have no objection to this proceeding on his part, and changing the position of her left arm, she placed her hand under his breast beyond her knee so as to afford support to the upper part of his body, and while she administered some rather sharp blows to his posteriors, she rather encouraged him to press forward, so that in a very short time his belly and thighs were rubbing against her naked thigh.
Up to this moment Harry had kept himself perfectly still, never moving a single limb and only showing by the quivering of the flesh when the blows were applied, and the working of the muscles of the surrounding parts when the rod fell on his lovely bottom, that he felt the pain when occasionally a sharper or more stringent blow than usual fell upon him. But now he began to yield to a new sensation, whether of pain or of pleasure I could not at first very well discover, but probably it was a mixture of both.
It was certainly not a shrinking from the punishment, for when the rod fell on his posteriors he remained perfectly still to meet it, but the moment after it fell, as if it had communicated some stimulus which it was impossible for him to resist, he thrust his buttocks forward, pressing with all his force against the pleasing soft substance upon which the front of his person rested. When this began to take place I saw an intelligent smile pass between Lady Lovesport and Mr. Everard, as if they well understood and appreciated this strange, and to me mysterious and unaccountable, proceeding, but which, however, they both seemed to enjoy.
The posture, however, in which she was placed seemed to be too fatiguing for Lady Lovesport to indulge in any longer. She therefore took her knee from the sofa, and made Harry stand upright. She then tucked his shirt up round his waist and continued to flog away at his posteriors. This proceeding disclosed to me the lovely little object with which I had so often toyed and played. But what was my surprise in beholding the state it was in. I had expected that the effect of the punishment and the pain he must be suffering would have been to make it shrink up, and that it would have been reduced to the smallest possible dimensions. To my great astonishment it appeared standing up erect and swelled out to even greater dimensions than I had ever before seen it, with its rosy head boldly throwing off its usual covering, and distended to a most unusual extent.
Its appearance seemed to excite surprise and admiration as well as to conduce to the amusement of the other spectators. Lady Lovesport seemed to regard it with a pleased and interested expression, while Mr. Everard was obliged to stuff his handkerchief into his mouth to prevent his giving audible expression to his feelings of amusement as he pointed first to the little champion thus holding up his head in so bold a manner, and then to my aunt's centre of pleasure, in a provokingly malicious manner, as if he meant to insinuate that there ought to be some connection between them. The meaning of this puzzled me a good deal. But my aunt only replied with a frown and a shake of the head.
Lady Lovesport seemed now apparently to think that this mode of proceeding might excite some suspicion in the boy's mind, for taking him up in her arms, she laid him down on his belly on the sofa, and continued to flog away at him in this position. His trousers were still around his legs, and prevented him from moving them about much. But on a signal from Mr. Everard, my aunt pulled them off and continued her operation, plying the rod upon almost every portion of his naked body. She seemed to take a peculiar delight in varying the scene of operation, and I could occasionally see her smile at the effect produced, especially when a sharp blow in some unexpected quarter caused him to start, or move his body so as to display to view some new charm of his lovely person.
Every now and then, when his legs were a little apart, she would touch with a lively hand-though I must own not severely-the tender surface between the thighs. The twisting and heaving of his buttocks into all manner of strange contortions which followed, and the lascivious postures he thus unconsciously exhibited, seemed to afford her the most intense delight.
At length the boiling passions of the poor boy seemed to be completely roused by the irritating treatment he had received, and he could not refrain from jerking his buttocks backwards and forwards, rubbing his belly against the cushions of the sofa upon which he rested as his body stirred about thus convulsively, agitated under the strong stimulus of the blows of the sharp twigs which still continued to be poured down upon him. By this time the whole surface of his hinder quarters, from the small of his back down to his knees, was glowing with a beautiful reddy tint, and though Lady Lovesport had taken care not to strike so forcibly as to break the skin, it was quite evident from his uneasy motions that the whole of the inflamed flesh was in a most tender and irritable state.
During the latter part of the operation I had observed that Mr. Everard had become very restless and uneasy, and that as he moved about Lady Lovesport, holding up her petticoats and putting his hands upon her thighs and buttocks, he was playing with her many of those tricks which I had often done to Harry, and he to me. He more than once made signals to Lady Lovesport, as if he wished her to stop. At last she complied with his request, and Mr. Everard returned to the bedroom.
Lady Lovesport immediately adjusted her own dress and then removed the bandage from Harry's eyes and untied his hands, telling him she hoped the punishment he had now received would be a lesson to him and would make him learn in future to behave himself with greater propriety.
The audacious Harry, who was still lying on his belly on the sofa, and who had not hitherto spoken a word since the commencement of his punishment, now turned himself slowly on his side, and looked intently at her. His shirt had been firmly tucked up round his waist, so that he was almost perfectly naked, exhibiting his funny little plaything with its red head fully exposed, and more swollen and extended, and apparently more excited and fierce, than ever. He very coolly said that he did not mind the punishment a bit, and did not care how often he received it, but that he was very sorry he had done anything to offend her, and he hoped that she would forgive him, and he would try never to do anything for the future to displease her.
Lady Lovesport blushed considerably at the free exposure of his person, which he thus so coolly made before her, but she pretended not to notice it, and said that if he would be a good boy for the future she would pass over this act of misconduct. She then told him to get up and dress himself. Harry replied that as she had taken off his clothes he thought she ought to put them on again; but she told the young rascal to take care how he conducted himself, as, if she had to punish him a second time, she would not let him off again so easily, and immediately left the room.
Harry began to dress himself, and I noticed that he several times looked at and felt the stiff little object-which still continued to project from him in such a strange manner-as if he was as much surprised at its condition as I was.
As soon as he left the room, I withdrew from my hiding place, and, not finding Harry in the sitting room, I fancied he must have gone to his own apartment. As my aunt had not left her room I thought I might venture to pay a visit to Harry's apartment to ask him how he felt, and whether he had really suffered very much during his punishment. I slipped into the room and found him sitting on a sofa with his trousers open, examining the little instrument that had so much interested me. I sat down beside him, and in answer to my questions he told me that beyond the first few minutes, during which he felt the blows of the birch sting and smart him a good deal, he had not endured much pain, and that after a while the strokes merely created a most uneasy itching sensation in the part affected and a hot irritable feeling through all his body, which was like to drive him wild, and which had made him move and toss himself about in the manner I had witnessed.
I insisted on his taking down his trousers altogether, and letting me see exactly the state of matters, which he willingly agreed to. I found all his usually fine white skin still suffused with a most lovely carmine colour, but I was shocked to observe a large portion, especially the fleshy part of his posteriors, raised in long narrow weals from the effects of the sharp application of the elastic twigs. When I put my hand to them and pressed them, he said he felt no pain in them now, but merely the greatest irritation and twitching. But he said that it was a strange thing that he felt this curious sensation even more intensely in the front part of his person, which had not suffered from the punishment, than in that part which had been most subjected to it. This accounted to me in some measure for the state in which I had observed his little plaything to be, and taking hold of it, I asked him if it did not feel sore when it was stretched out so stiff as it then was. He said no, that it was not sore at all, but that it felt as if it was almost going to burst, though it was a pleasant and not a painful feeling.
As I continued to play with it, he laid himself back on the sofa, and his buttocks began to move up and down again, somewhat in the way they had done when he was leaning against Lady Lovesport's thighs. I could not refrain from yielding; after kissing it repeatedly, I took the rosy knob, which presented itself so charmingly to my caresses, between my lips, and pressed and sucked it. He expressed the greatest delight at this, and said it soothed and relieved him so much that he begged I would continue it.
This I was quite willing to do. I was kneeling on the sofa beside him, and his hands had been for some time wandering under my petticoats, and playing with all my naked charms. He now drew me towards him, and turning my petticoats over my back, he made me kneel astride him as he lay on the sofa, with his face upwards, in such a position that my little aperture was exactly over his mouth. He placed a pillow under his head, so as to raise it sufficiently to enable him to kiss and fondle love's grotto, into the narrow entrance of which he tried to insert his tongue.
As I found that the darling object I was playing with was so greatly swollen and increased in size that I could not, as formerly, get the whole of it within my mouth, I grasped the lower part of it with my fingers, and every time the delicious object heaved upwards between my lips, I pressed my hand gently down along the throbbing shaft, which slipped through my grasp in the most pleasing manner.
This proceeding drew from Harry the most ardent expressions of delight and satisfaction; and I felt his kisses on my centre of bliss increase in ardour and intensity, as he entreated me to continue a movement which was so enchanting to him. Finding him so much gratified by the manner which I was operating upon him, and as his upward heaves were becoming more vigorous and energetic, I pressed the darling object more forcibly in my grasp and met each of his wanton thrusts with a firmer impression upon it, and allowed the rosy head to slip as far as possible within my mouth, tickling it at the same time with my tongue, which I made to circle round the sweet slippery morsel. This pleasing though irritating movement was kept up for several minutes, while his maddening heaves every moment increased in intensity and fury, and his hands, pressed upon my buttocks with a firm grasp, drew me closer and closer to his burning lips till at length he suddenly stopped short in the midst of an upward heave, at the very moment when his buttocks were fairly raised up from the sofa. In the fury of a more than usually energetic shove, retaining the sensitive plant as far within my mouth as he could force it, he exclaimed, “Oh! stop, stop! I can't bear it any longer. Oh, oh!” His head sank on the cushion, his hands lost their hold upon my buttocks, and a universal shiver agitated his whole body, which he continued to press forcibly upwards as if to retain and enjoy to the utmost the grasp of pleasure which I kept up upon his lovely weapon with my fingers as well as with my mouth.
A second or two elapsed, during which he was evidently in a paroxysm of delight, when I felt a strange throb pass over the excited weapon, quite different from anything I had seen in previous experience. It seemed as if something was being driven through it, from the bottom to the top. The next instant I was sensible of two or three drops of a warm liquid being forcibly ejaculated from it into my mouth.
I was greatly astonished at all this, but, as it was quite evident that the whole proceeding afforded the darling boy the most intense satisfaction and enjoyment, I continued my operations, sucking and softly squeezing the delightful instrument which was affording him so much pleasure. To this he responded with one or two gentle heaves and then, as if exhausted with the exertions he had made, his body sank down on the sofa motionless.
I was so surprised and bewildered by what had taken place that I remained in the same position, still retaining my hold of the now motionless prisoner, but in the course of another minute or two, I was still more astonished by finding that the hitherto stiff and rigid member which I had been so fondly caressing entirely lost its firmness, and slipped out of my mouth quite soft and flexible, sinking down upon his belly, shrivelled up almost to nothing. I was anxious to know what it was I had felt issue from it into my mouth, and on applying my handkerchief I found a small quantity of a thick white glutinous liquid, and on looking attentively, I discovered a little of the same stuff, still issuing from the funny little orifice at the very point of the curious object I had been playing with.
I looked up to Harry's face to enquire what was the meaning of all t-his, when I found him lying with his eyes shut, evidently in a perfect trance of voluptuous delight. I had not the heart to disturb him, but, throwing my arms round his neck and fondly embracing him, I waited patiently till he should come to himself again.
When he did so, he warmly returned my caresses, thanking me in the most earnest terms for all the pleasure I had given him, which he declared it was utterly impossible for him to describe to me so as to give me any correct idea of its nature. To my enquiries as to what was the meaning of all that had occurred, he replied that he was as ignorant as I was, and that the whole affair had taken him as much by surprise as it had done me. All he could say was that it was the most delicious enjoyment he had ever experienced, and that he could never have imagined anything comparable to it.
He was greatly surprised when I told what had issued from the little plaything, and would hardly believe me until we again examined it, and by squeezing it, made it yield up the last remains of the curious liquid. He said he had been sensible towards the end of a fiery sensation darting through him, affording him the most intense delight, but what it was, or how it was occasioned, he could not understand.
The suddenly relaxed state of the little object itself was also equally inexplicable to us, but he said that all the fiery heat and burning excitement which he had previously felt had now left him. Altogether we were greatly puzzled with the adventure, but we had not a long time to discuss it, for I heard my aunt's voice and was obliged to leave him for fear of discovery.
Whether my aunt suspected that I had been in any way privy to Harry's daring intrusion upon the sanctity of our bathing place, I cannot tell. She never alluded to the subject to me. Though we continued as usual after this to take our daily bath, she never after this indulged in any of her former frolics with me.
The time for Harry returning to school arrived a day or two after this adventure, and previous to his departure we had no opportunity of seeing each other except in the presence of other parties. Since that memorable occasion we have only met by accident once or twice, when it was impossible for us to have any private intercourse. We have, however, contrived occasionally to keep up a correspondence by letter, and though his expressions are necessarily very guarded I have reason to believe that he is still as fond of me as ever. You know well how ardently I love him, and how much I long for an opportunity of meeting him that we may again indulge in all our old sports and pastimes, and put in practice all those still greater and higher enjoyments which you have described to me, and in which I have no doubt he is by this time as well instructed as I am, and for which, doubtless, he longs as much as I do. All I shall say is that although I shall not give him any ground to despise me for being too forward, he shall not meet with any opposition from me in doing anything he may wish.
I ought to mention that I have never again had an opportunity of witnessing any of my aunt's frolics since poor Harry's sad adventure, which terminated so pleasingly. He had obtained a promise from Lady Lovesport that the next time he returned from school he should be put into the third apartment, which communicated with the storeroom, and he had made me give him the key that he might get a similar one for his door, in order that he might be able to communicate with me in this way whenever anything interesting was going on. But as we have never since then been at my aunt's at the same time, we have not had an opportunity of making use of the key together, and though he has offered to send mine back to me, I have had no wish to employ it again unless he were to be present with me.
Ever yours, Emily
PS. Joy! Joy.' Congratulate me, Lucy. I am so delighted. Harry is coming here in the course of two or three days, and I to-day heard my aunt giving orders that the apartment communicating with mine should be prepared for him, so you may guess all the pleasure I anticipate. You need not expect to hear from me for some days, but if things only turn out as I hope and expect, you shall not be long of receiving the good news.
Oh, Lucy, Lucy! How can I ever describe to you all the pleasure I have enjoyed, pleasures a thousand times exceeding in their rapture and delight all that my fancy had ever previously imagined of unbridled enjoyment, pleasures to which even the transports I have enjoyed in your arms seem weak and trifling- in fact, mere child's play. But were I to attempt to describe my own sensations, I might fill a hundred pages without being able to give you a faint idea of them, and I must content myself with trying to bring before you some details of the events which have taken place, leaving it to yourself to imagine all the bliss I must have enjoyed.
I told you in my last letter that dear Harry was expected. Well, he arrived two days afterwards, and has been here ever since, till this morning, when he was obliged to leave us to pay a visit to one of his relations. Oh, how much he is changed since the time when we last played together two long years ago, and yet he is still the same old kind, dear delicious Harry he then was, as fond of me as ever, and as anxious to do everything in his power-and that is not a little, I can assure you-to make me happy. He has grown considerably, and though still only a boy of fifteen, he has a great deal of the look of a man, and I can tell you from experience that he has some manly attributes which I suspect many of his maturer brethren cannot pretend to rival him in. To me he is just the same as he ever was, and absence has not affected his warm attachment to me any more than it has done mine for him. I have been greatly struck, however, with the change in his manners towards my aunt. She is evidently very fond of him. But instead of the bold saucy deportment he used to have with her, he is now respectful and submissive, and seems desirous to do all he can to please her and to meet her wishes. I don't mean, however, to say that I am at all jealous of her, or that I have any reason to be displeased with her conduct towards either of us, as you will discover in the sequel.
The first two or three days, though very happy ones, were passed quietly without any remarkable event. Harry and I never had an opportunity, though we both sought for it, of finding ourselves alone; but nevertheless we soon managed to make each other fully understand that our mutual feelings were quite unchanged, and that a favourable opportunity alone was wanting to enable us to promote to the utmost of our abilities the gratification of our respective passions and desires. I caught him constantly gazing at me with looks of the most evident admiration, while for my part I could scarcely keep my eyes off him, or attend to anything else but what he said and did. All this time my aunt was very quiet and took very little notice of us, though I could not help thinking that she was closely observing us, and that it was not without some object that she always contrived we should not be left alone for an instant. I ought to mention that in consequence of some repairs having been found to be required in the room which it was intended Harry should have occupied, he had been put into another, in a different part of the house.
We had some other visitors at the time who occupied a good deal of our attention. After Harry had been with us a few days, Mr. Everard came to pay us a visit, and I found he was to remain with us for a week. I was rather surprised to see the intimate footing on which he seemed to be with Harry. The first night after he arrived I had retired to my room, and, not feeling disposed for sleep, I sat down in an arm chair before the fire, after I had half undressed myself. I was thinking of dear Harry and lamenting that when we were so near each other we should be so cruelly deprived of the happiness of meeting in private, when I was startled to hear a key gently turned in the lock of the door which led into the storeroom. I jumped up in amazement-for I had never seen that door opened by any one but myself- and to my extreme delight, I beheld my own dear boy. “Good heavens, Harry!” I exclaimed, “how came you here?” But he put his fingers on his lips, saying, “Hush, not a word, but come this way.” He extinguished the candle in my room, and, throwing his arm round my waist, he led me into the storeroom, where there was sufficient light coming through the glazed door to enable us to take up our position at my old hiding place without making any noise. I found that he had already placed a cushion before the door, upon which we could kneel, and had arranged the curtain so as to admit of our seeing all that was going on within the boudoir. To my surprise there were three persons in the room. I had somehow been prepared to see my aunt and Mr. Everard, and I had no difficulty in recognizing the third, an extremely pretty well-made girl of seventeen, who, on my return, I had found established as lady's-maid to my aunt-though she was certainly now in a very different condition from what I had ever seen her in before. Mr. Everard was standing beside her. He had evidently been engaged in stripping off her clothes and was then in the act of raising her shirt over her head, disclosing the whole of her extremely beautiful and handsome form perfectly naked. My aunt stood on the other side with a birch rod in her hand, which she immediately applied with considerable severity to the lovely posteriors thus nakedly exposed before her.
Susan seemed by no means to relish the sensation thus occasioned, and she drew back from the strokes of the birch, putting her hands behind her to save her poor buttocks. But by my aunt's directions, Mr. Everard took hold of her and held her arms fast, making her bend forwards and stoop down, so as to expose the polished surface of the snowy hillocks more completely to my aunt's blows. After this flagellation had continued for some little time, they led her to the sofa, and laid her down upon it, on her back, with her bottom resting just on the edge of the sofa. Mr. Everard then threw his arms round her legs, and raised them up again so as completely to expose her bottom to the lash. Supporting her legs in this position with one arm, he separated her thighs, and thrusting his other hand between them, he plunged one of his fingers into the central abode of bliss, and moved it up and down-much in the same way you used to do me in some of your wild fits of wanton sport-occasionally stopping to press and tickle the funny little clitoris which I could sometimes see peeping forth from its charming abode when more than usually excited by his lascivious caresses.
All this time my aunt continued to ply the rod upon her lovely buttocks, and it was quite evident to me that instead of now occasioning pain to Susan, the sharp blows which my aunt continued to administer only excited her, and added to her delight. She did not now shrink from the lash but seemed rather to shove her buttocks forward to receive it, and I could distinctly see the lips of the charming cleft opening and shutting, and with nervous energy closing round and clasping the wicked finger which was thus tantalizing her with a mock pleasure.
After a few minutes of vigorous action on all sides, she uttered an energetic exclamation, “Oh, oh! It comes, it comes.” My aunt suspended her blows; Mr. Everard responded to her excited heaves by two or three motions of his finger, slower and more gentle than before, and then allowed the panting and exhausted girl to sink down upon the sofa where she lay breathless and motionless for a few minutes.
While she was recovering from the effects of her violent exertions, my aunt sat down on the sofa beside Mr. Everard, and putting her hand round his waist, said, “Let me see if this naughty gentleman is ready for action, or whether he requires you to be tickled a little first.”
He smiled and said he thought he would not require to trouble her at present. It was evident that she was bent on beholding in what condition he was, and he at once took off his coat and waistcoat, and allowed her to remove the other obstacles which impeded her view of the desired object, while he proceeded to procure for himself the same gratification which he was thus to afford to her. In this he was assisted by Susan-who had now recovered her senses-so that my aunt's clothes were soon stripped off and she was rendered as naked as Susan herself, exhibiting her splendid full-grown womanly charms in all their perfection; but my curiosity was more than ever excited by the development of Mr. Everard's naked person. You know I had never seen a man naked before, for dear Harry's person, however much delight the contemplation of it might give me, was, after all, merely that of a boy, though of a very handsome boy. But here I was to see exposed before me the figure of a full-grown man, and of an extremely handsome and well-made man, too, and from what had taken place I could not doubt that his peculiar manly attribute would be presented to me in the most imposing state of amorous excitement, nor was I disappointed. The protruding condition of his shirt, when my aunt pulled off his trousers as he sat on the sofa, somewhat prepared me for what was to appear, but when she drew his shirt over his head, and exposed his glowing priapus in the most splendid state of erection, I was thunderstruck. I gazed upon it with astonishment and admiration, and could hardly believe the evidence of my eyes when the charming spectacle burst upon my sight.
But a still more delicious sensation was awaiting me. I had been so much interested and absorbed in the scene I was witnessing that I had scarcely noticed what Harry was about. I was only aware that while one arm was clasped around my waist, the other hand was wandering uncontrolled over the most secret parts of my person, pressing my soft buttocks, twisting its fingers amidst the tender curls which since our last meeting had completely encircled the grotto of love, and trying without success to insinuate a naughty finger into the bower of bliss, which you well know was so narrow as hardly to admit even your delicate finger.
I had not noticed, however, that while the process of undressing was going on before us, the young rogue had withdrawn his arm from round my waist and had been busy performing the same operation upon himself, having completely unloosened his trousers and allowed them to sink down to his knees. You may form some idea, though you cannot conceive the extent of my enjoyment when, as I gazed with wonder and delight on the miraculous object displayed by Mr. Everard, I felt dear Harry take my hand and place it upon his own equally excited and still more lovely weapon. Heavens! how I started, and what a thrill of delight shot through my whole frame as I felt the warm soft smooth flesh of his exquisite truncheon throbbing in my grasp. I clasped it tenderly, and in the excitement of my feelings my head sank on his shoulder, and I would have fallen down had he not thrown his arm round me to support me. I was so agitated that for some minutes I could think of, or attend to, nothing else.
Although I had certainly reckoned on finding a change upon it, the improvement was so much greater than I had ever ventured to anticipate that I thought I could never have gratified my sense of feeling sufficiently by handling and fondling the darling object-and the charming treasure bag of love which hung so curiously beneath it. But giving me a fond kiss as if to thank me for the pleasure my wanton touches afforded him, he now drew my attention to the scene before us, which certainly was of a most exciting nature, though indeed, heaven knows that anything of the sort was now quite unnecessary to inflame my agitated senses.
When I looked again, I found Mr. Everard sitting on the sofa perfectly naked, with his legs stretched out before him. His bushy redheaded May pole was standing bolt upright in all its majesty; concealed by the forest of dark curly hair which encircled it, there depended an enormous purse, through the folds of which I could detect the shape of the twin balls of pleasure. My aunt was standing astride his legs, with her face turned towards him, and Susan stood at her side with the birch rod in her hand, apparently prepared to apply it to the luscious buttocks of Lady Lovesport, which, as she bent forward and kissed Mr. Everard, were turned up to her in a most prominent manner. She seemed only to be waiting till the pleasing conjunction of the two sexes should be effected.
Bending herself a little down, my aunt took the mighty engine of her handsome lover in her hand and applied it to the central spot of love, which, from the stooping position, was quite exposed to my view. I was astonished to see with what ease the huge monster slipped up into her as she steadily pressed down upon it, till her belly and buttocks were in close contact with the belly and thighs beneath her, and nothing remained visible to us of the enormous weapon which I would have thought must have split any woman in two by being thus thrust into her. So far from its size giving her any annoyance, it seemed to afford her the most intense satisfaction and enjoyment. She remained perfectly still for a minute or two, as if rejoicing in the delicious conjunction, and then resting her hands on her lover's loins, she began a series of up and down movements of the most lascivious description, which evidently afforded the greatest delight to both the wanton performers in this sweet game of pleasure. As soon as she was fairly in motion, Susan, who had evidently been previously taught the part she was to perform, commenced to apply the rod to the full round white buttocks which my aunt thus presented to her. The pure snowy surface of soft flesh soon began to assume a ruby hue, for Susan by no means spared the rod and seemed to take a great pleasure in thus repaying the punishment she had herself so shortly before experienced.
I noticed, however, that she applied her blows very judiciously. She only let them fall upon the charming posteriors when my aunt sunk down upon her lover's thighs and enclosed within her cavern of delight the whole of his magnificent column. And when she rose up again and exhibited to us the magnificent proportions of the stately pillar in full erection between her thighs, Susan withheld her hand, apparently afraid lest some of the twigs might penetrate between the lovely thighs, and by touching the tender object which was affording them both so much delight, interfere with the perfect enjoyment of their voluptuous revels.
This process was continued for several minutes till my aunt ceased her long heaves up and down, which had hitherto been carried on over the whole extent of the weapon of love from the point to the hilt, and throwing herself forwards upon her lover's breast, clasped him in her arms and pressed her belly as close as possible to his. She then commenced a succession of quick, short, furious heaves, which seemed to be given with all the energy she was possessed of. By thus leaning forward she exposed more fully her splendid posteriors. Susan, no longer checked by the fear of hurting the instrument of bliss, of which only a small portion was now visible to us, poured down a rapid shower of sharp stinging blows, which seemed greatly to add to my aunt's fury and excitement.
Mr. Everard, on his part, throwing his arms round her waist, and imprinting burning kisses on her lovely countenance, heaved his buttocks upwards with the most lively efforts, driving the sturdy stake upon which she was impaled up into her as far as it could go at every upward bound, with the utmost passion and fury.
My aunt was the first to yield and sink under the fury of the combat. The fiery stimulus applied to her tender posteriors seemed to have worked her up to a pitch of amorous excitement which outstripped the efforts of her lover to keep pace with her. Her struggles ceased. She no longer moved up and down upon him, though she still clung to him with a firm grasp, and her buttocks quivered and trembled with the fierce impulse of the transcendent luxury she was enjoying.
Mr. Everard continued his upward heaves for about a minute after she had ceased to respond to them, and then yielding to the burning bliss occasioned by the overflow of the river of delight, he clasped her more closely to him, and with hasty exclamation of unbounded enjoyment poured the tide of rapture into her pleasure-gorged recess.
Being convinced that they had both attained the summit of felicity, I now expected that they would separate, and, for the time, at least, break the luscious bond which united them together. But this was by no means their intention. As soon as they had recovered a little from their pleasure trance, my aunt raised herself slightly up, and, inserting her hand between them, appeared to ascertain the condition of the stately weapon which still united her to her lover. Apparently satisfied with her examination, and still retaining her hold round his body, she gently turned them both over on the sofa, so as to take her place beneath, and to bring her lover above her. His posteriors were thus, in their turn, exposed to the energetic blows of the birch, which Susan immediately proceeded to inflict upon them.
For a time they both remained with their bodies perfectly still amusing themselves with amorous kisses and wanton playing of the hands over each other's naked persons, but soon the stimulus applied to his hinder quarters seemed to urge on Mr. Everard to action. He began to move up and down upon her, at first gently and slowly, and then more violently and with increased vigour. For a time Lady Lovesport remained passive under him, but the delicious friction of such a magnificent truncheon, urged to and fro within her sensitive channel of bliss, soon awoke her burning passions and she responded to his efforts with equal energy and delight. Again a conflict ensued, both striving to the utmost to increase their own luscious sensations of unbounded voluptuousness, and thereby adding to the bliss they were conferring upon their associate in the task of pleasure.
At length their eager struggles achieved the desired success; their respective agitated movements ceased at the same time, and straining each other in their arms they mutually poured forth their amorous effusions, and with every appearance of even greater enjoyment than before, concluded the game of love.
During the whole of this scene, of which I had been a most deeply interested spectator, I could not move. I could scarcely breathe, so great was my excitement and so delighted was I to witness for the first time the mighty mysteries of love, of which I had heard and dreamed so much. Harry continued by my side, alternately engaged in watching the delightful scene before us, and in observing the effect which it produced upon my young and as yet uninitiated senses. His hand, after having roamed over and examined all my charms, had fixed itself on the rosebud of love, and though his wicked fingers were unable to penetrate within the sanctuary to any distance, still his lascivious touches combined with the excitement of the scene before me produced such an effect upon me that I was unable to restrain myself.
Just at the conclusion of the first act of the amorous drama exhibited by the two performers in the boudoir, I felt a sweet emission distill from me and trickle over his wanton fingers. I knew that he was sensible of this from the increased fire with which he kissed me, and pressed his other hand upon the elastic globes with which it was toying. I still retained my hold of my darling plaything, but I was too much afraid of making it yield up its treasures prematurely to venture upon more than a fond grasp of it. I now felt him lift up one of my legs, so as to make me rest for a moment on one knee. This enabled him to raise up my petticoats and turn them over my back. He then placed himself behind me, and I felt the warm soft flesh of his belly brought in close contact with my buttocks, and his delightful weapon introduced between my thighs, where it reared up its proud head, beating stiffly against my belly.
I was only too glad to feel its charming approach, for I had long ago made up my mind that whenever dear Harry chose to ask it, he should obtain any pleasure it was in my power to afford him, and I never thought for a moment of making the slightest opposition to anything he might wish to do. Consequently I allowed him every facility to go on and take any further liberties he might think proper with me, without attempting to make the least resistance.
Gently separating with one hand the lips of the cleft of love, with the other he applied the point of his stiff rod and tried to insert it within the narrow aperture. Alas! This was perfectly impossible to be effected in such a position. After two or three efforts he seemed to be convinced that it was of no use to attempt it and contented himself with pressing the burning instrument against my belly, my thighs, my buttocks-every touch increasing my ardent desires and inflaming my passions to the highest pitch of lustful excitement.
When the last act of the drama of which we were thus the delighted spectators was concluded, I thought I was again going to yield to the emotions it had raised with me; my head turned, and I sank down almost senseless. I was just aware that Harry rose up, lifted me in his arms, and carried me into my own room. There he laid me on my bed, and proceeded to remove that portion of my clothes which still remained upon me. Even had I been capable of resistance I should never have thought of making any. But in fact I hardly knew what he was about until he had stripped me entirely naked, and had performed the same office for himself. I was first brought fully to perfect consciousness by the delicious sensation of feeling his naked body pressed closely to my own in every quarter.
I cannot possibly describe the agreeable sensations which pervaded me while I thus lay on my back at full length with the burning hot body of dear Harry extended upon me, giving rise to the most intense feelings of fierce lasciviousness throughout my whole frame, by the charming manner in which its soft smooth surface pressed upon me. He clasped me and hugged me in his arms, while his wanton kisses wandered from my forehead to my lips, and from my lips to my bubbies, which he almost devoured with his eager bites and caresses. His roving hands strayed over every part of my person, which was not already brought into immediate communication with his own.
As he pressed his belly closer and closer to me, I could feel his luscious instrument of love as stiff and hard as a rod of iron rubbing itself up and down upon my belly, and it throbbed and palpitated to such a tremendous extent that every instant I feared it would burst and scatter its precious contents before he had attained the delightful object which I now knew quite well he was bent upon obtaining. I was therefore extremely glad when I felt him raise himself slightly on his knees and introduce his hand between us, and, applying it to my burning cavity, endeavour to open its mouth.
I rightly judged that this was but the prelude to another and still more delightful part of his body attempting to force an entrance into the passage, the result of which would be to lead to our mutual happiness. So far from recoiling, I gave him every assistance in my power. I was quite aware-from what you had told me and from the disproportion which I could not avoid being sensible existed between the narrow aperture and the swollen and distended instrument which menaced me so formidably-that there would be considerable difficulty in his forcing open the passage which leads to pleasure sufficiently to admit of the entrance of such a valiant champion as he possessed. I felt consequently that I was likely to have to submit to a considerable amount of pain before the necessary breach was effected. But I had quite made up my mind to endure this, and so far from lamenting it, I was only glad that I should thus be enabled to show that I would willingly undergo any amount of suffering to prove how much I was devoted to him. I resolved that I would even try to avoid any exhibition of the anguish I might endure if I found that the signs of it were even likely to interfere with the consummation of his pleasure, well knowing that I should be amply rewarded afterwards for my complaisance.
Therefore when I felt him distend the lips of my cleft and apply the point of the delightful weapon to it, so far from shrinking from the encounter I held myself in as favourable a position as I could assume, and when he clasped his arms round me and thrust his buttocks forwards, endeavouring to drive the wedge into the narrow aperture, I, too, threw my arms over his back, and drew him to me, and met with fortitude the powerful thrust with which he commenced his first attack upon my poor devoted maidenhead.
Our united endeavours were so far successful that I felt the sweet slippery head of his delicious charmer penetrate within the lips which had never been distended to such a fearful extent before. There was some pain, certainly, in its first entrance, but this instantly succeeded by such a charming sensation of deliriously voluptuous fullness and irritating excitement that I had not the least hesitation in seconding his efforts, when, after a short pause, during which he seemed to enjoy the delicious feelings which his first slight penetration produced upon him quite as much as I did, he again exerted his utmost energy to press forward his fiery steed in the career of pleasure. But here, alas, I was doomed to suffer all the woes which a poor maid must undergo in her first initiation into the mysteries of pleasure and to pay the sad penalty which is exacted from us before we can be admitted to enjoy the greatest bliss which nature has conferred upon us.
As his raging stiff champion was urged forwards by our mutual efforts, I felt the distension and the tearing asunder of my yet unopened fortress produce such unsupportable anguish that I could not endure it any longer, and I sobbed out, “Oh! Harry, Harry! You are killing me.”
By this time, he had got his furious charger already more than half way within me. The dear boy had been deceived by the efforts I had hitherto made to conceal the pangs I was enduring and had supposed that I was enjoying an equal amount of bliss as himself, but as soon as he found that instead of enjoying pleasure, it was agonizing pain that had forced the complaint from my unwilling lips, he did not hesitate a moment to stop short in his victorious career. He endeavoured by the fondest caresses and warmest and most soothing endearments to console me under my sufferings. He told me to take courage for that after he had got so far in, the worst must be over, and our object would very soon be effected when I would be amply recompensed for all the suffering I had undergone by the precious reward which would crown the accomplishment of our united effort. He said that if I wished it, he would at once withdraw the unhappy cause of my distress, though he told me that it would be a severe punishment to him, as its presence within me was giving him the most extreme delight. He insisted, however, that it was absolutely necessary he should be able to get it wholly within me before I could begin to enjoy the pleasure we sought for, and that to take it out and replace it again would only add to my sufferings. He asked me to allow him to try the effect of suspending his efforts to penetrate further, and letting his weapon remain quiet where it was until I could tell that I was able to sustain its further progress.
Alas! The poor boy found himself quite unable to follow out his generous intentions. He did cease for a time his vigorous heaves and thrusts, and allowed his potent instrument to remain at rest for a minute or two: but my painful and uneasy sensations operated too powerfully upon me to admit of my keeping quiet, and I could not refrain from writhing and twisting my body about beneath him under the influence of the agonies I was enduring. The exciting irritation produced by my motions upon his-raging member, pent up and confined as it was within such a narrow recess, and the borders of which pressed upon it with such delightful force, was too much for him to endure any longer. Pressing me in a nervous embrace, he cried out. “Oh, Emily! Emily! I cannot help it. Oh, forgive me! I must — I must do it.”
His impetuous weapon bounded backwards and forwards two or three times within me, at the last of which, as he uttered an exclamation of delight, I felt a delicious warm liquid burst from him and force itself into my interior, creating the most charming titillating sensation within me. The dear boy was in the agonies of bliss. Forgetting my own pain, and only thinking how I could contribute to his satisfaction and delight, I clasped him closely in my arms and sustained him upon me as, after two or three short heaves and one long convulsive quivering thrust of exquisite delight, he sank almost senseless upon me. I imprinted fond kisses upon his charming countenance from which all colour had momentarily departed, as his senses almost deserted him in the pleasing swoon of gratified enjoyment.
As he lay panting and breathless upon me, I had time to investigate the condition of the little charmer which, while affording him so much delight, had already worked me so much mischief. I thought that after having gratified its owner so much as it evidently had done, it would have become relaxed and would have slipped out from its pleasant quarters as it had done from my mouth on a previous occasion, but notwithstanding all the pain its presence occasioned me, I was delighted to find that this did not take place. It still maintained its position within me, and though I was certainly sensible of a slight diminution in the oppressive fullness of distension it had hitherto occasioned me, still I could hardly discover the least symptoms of diminished strength or stiffness about it.
In a short time dear Harry lifted up his head from my bosom, and with joyful accents expressed his gratitude for all the bliss I had afforded him. He tenderly inquired whether I could still endure his attempt to complete his achievement. I hardly knew what to say. The sight of the transports he had enjoyed without my being able to share them with him drove me almost frantic, while, on the other hand, I dreaded a repetition of the shocking pangs I had undergone during his partial penetration within the sanctuary of bliss. But when the dear boy, in the gentlest and most cautious manner, withdrew his stiff instrument to the very mouth of the cavity and then slowly advanced it again as far as it had previously intruded, I found that the passage following the natural consequence of his first pleasing emission had so smoothed the way and rendered it easy for travel that I no longer hesitated. Returning his warm caresses I gave my full permission for him to proceed in his career in any manner that he might think proper.
But, alas! my pangs were not yet over. As long as he confined himself to the portion of my covered way which he had already traversed, it was all delightful, but when he attempted to thrust still further forward, and to complete the perfect insertion of the weapon of love within my inmost recesses, the distension and the rending asunder of the parts occasioned by his advance was so dreadfully painful that after several half-suppressed exclamations drawn from me by my sufferings, I was under the necessity of imploring him to withdraw the instrument of pain and relieve me from my anguish.
Although it must have cost him a sad effort to break off in the midst of his career of enjoyment when so close upon the accomplishment of his wishes, the darling boy did not hesitate to comply with my request. He was in the act of slowly drawing out the member which had caused my suffering, when, to my utter amazement, I heard the accents of suppressed laughter, instantly followed by the well-known sound of birch twigs smartly applied to the naked flesh. I could have no doubt who was the sufferer, or what the part on which the flagellation was inflicted. Poor Harry's posteriors, urged on by the stimulus so suddenly and unexpectedly applied to them, bounded forward with a more furious and energetic jerk than any he had hitherto ventured to make, and that single heave did more to clear the way for him than all his previous endeavours had effected.
I uttered a loud exclamation of anguish as I felt myself thus rudely torn asunder, but the repeated blows which fell fast and furious on poor Harry's devoted bottom, combined with the fierce state of excitement into which he had been thrown by the whole previous scene and his long dalliance with my naked charms, stimulated him to such a state of distraction and excitement that, perfectly regardless of anything but the urgent necessity of satisfying his own maddened feelings of lascivious rage, he repeated his energetic thrusts with such force and so successfully, that almost before I knew what I was about the flaming arrow rushed right up into my very interior, as far as it could reach, and our naked bellies were so closely pressed together that the downy tufts on each side were intermingled and rubbed against each other.
No sooner was this pleasing conjunction fully effected than the strokes of the birch ceased as suddenly as they had commenced. Harry, finding that the whole of the troublesome part of the business was accomplished, ceased for a moment to urge his vigorous efforts, and turned his head round to see who it was who had so unexpectedly and in such a strange manner urged him on to complete so happily the achievement he had been labouring to effect and which he had been so near abandoning at the very moment of victory. The complete cessation of his furious thrusts, combined with the relief afforded by the thorough rupture of the barriers which had hitherto impeded his progress, brought with it to me such an entire freedom from pain that, although still feeling an oppressive fullness and stretching of the parts thus powerfully distended, I was no longer afflicted with my former suffering beyond a slight smarting of the inward parts, which I felt was being rapidly converted into a burning, itching, and tickling sensation that craved for immediate solace.
Being now no longer wholly occupied with my own misfortunes, I ventured to cast my eyes around and to my consternation and dismay, on turning my head on one side I beheld Lady Lovesport with her bosom bare and her lovely bubbies fully displayed through her loose open chemise-which was indeed the only garment she wore-standing by the bedside with a birch rod in her hand. And on turning to the other side, there was Mr. Everard with merely his shirt on, holding in his hands two wax lights, the better to enable them to have a complete inspection of the naughty boy and girl who were thus exhibited naked before them in the very midst of the joys of coition; his splendid priapus in full erection, holding up his shirt before him, plainly testifying to the charming effect which the lascivious scene was producing upon him.
Lady Lovesport was the first to speak. “So, you young rascal, is this the lesson you have learned at school? Is this the way they have taught you to behave to young ladies? Must I then scourge, scourge, scourge, this naughtiness out of you completely?” And at every word she applied a sharp stroke of the rod to the lovely pure white posteriors which were glancing in the light.
I was terribly ashamed and closed my eyes again, not daring to encounter her looks. But Harry soon gave me something else to think of. The only answer he made to Lady Lovesport's bantering observations was to thrust forward his buttocks in unison with every blow that fell upon them, and then to withdraw them again as far as he could without dislodging the charming weapon which was now every instant buried from one end to the other within my inmost recesses, and which invaded my secret quarters with such animation and fury that it quickly infused the same life and spirit into me. Notwithstanding my confusion and dismay at being thus discovered, I could not help responding to his delicious shoves and thrusts with similar movements on my own part, endeavouring to time the up-heavings of my backside so as to meet and return, at the proper moment, dear Harry's vigorous and incessant attacks. I still heard the blows of the birch sounding upon his naked posteriors; but they were evidently applied more through frolic and fun than with any intention of punishment, and the ill-suppressed laughter of the wanton couple of spectators, who had been so lately employed in the same delightful occupation, convinced me that we had nothing to fear from them. Finding that the excitement and irritation produced by the oft repeated assaults of the potent hero working within me were fast bringing me to that happy state which announced the speedy arrival of the blissful crisis, I clung to and squeezed dear Harry in my arms, straining him to me, and using every effort in my power to add to and increase his as well as my own sensations of voluptuous pleasure. He was noways backward in reciprocating my fond endeavours, and I was soon convinced that he was equally well prepared to join in the delightful consummation of our labours as I was.
When I felt the first joyful emission drawn from me by the manly weapon of my darling lover bursting from my enraptured womb, I was only able to murmur out, “Oh, Harry, Harry, what bliss!” before I was conscious that he too had poured forth into me his glorious tribute of manhood with the most abundant symptoms of delight and enjoyment. Mingled in one rapturous tide, our mutual contributions flowed forth in streams of joy almost beyond the powers of human nature to endure, and utterly beyond the powers of mortal to describe. Fainting and exhausted, I sank back overpowered with bliss, as I felt the charming boy's relaxed arms loose their grasp of me.
Lady Lovesport's kind arms now encircled him, and laying us both on our sides, she and Mr. Everard lavished kisses and caresses upon us until our exhausted strength was somewhat recruited, and we had recovered our senses sufficiently to know what we were about.
I shall not here enter into any details of the manner in which Lady Lovesport and Mr. Everard thus came to appear on the scene, as they will be better given in the explanation which I afterwards received from Harry. Suffice it to say that they were aware we had been the witnesses of their own amorous sports, and, having no doubt that we would follow so good an example, they had resolved on witnessing, in their turn, our enjoyments, with the view of doing everything in their power to promote them. They had remained quiet spectators at first, till, thinking that Harry was foolishly throwing away the advantage he had already gained, it had occurred to Lady Love-sport to try the effect of the powerful stimulus which she so successfully applied to his posteriors just in the nick of time, and which so effectually produced all the good effect that she desired. They very soon relieved us from any feeling of restraint with them by the manner in which they lavished their caresses upon our naked forms-which it appeared as if they never could sufficiently praise and admire. Dear Harry's vigour had been somewhat impaired by the double effect which had been the result of his recent encounter, and when his little jewel slipped out of me it did not hold up its coral head quite so boldly as it had previously done. But under the caresses of Lady Lovesport, who laughed and joked with him about it, and kissed and fondled it, the naughty rogue soon began to erect its red standard again, to renew the pleasing combat. But on observing this, Lady Lovesport said that he must not be in such a hurry and that we would both enjoy it all the more for a little delay. In the meantime she said we must reward them for the seasonable assistance they had rendered us by returning the compliment, and repaying them some of the stripes which had been so usefully bestowed upon Harry's lovely posteriors.
I had already observed from the swelling out and the undulating movements of Mr. Everard's shirt that the luscious scene we had been performing before him had rendered him quite ready for action. But I was so ashamed that I did not know what to do, and was afraid to move. Harry soon relieved me from all difficulty, for jumping up he declared that he would be only too happy to do anything he could to contribute to their amusement, and before I knew what he was about, he had stripped off their single garment from each of our companions and made them take our places on the bed. Then lighting some additional candles, that we might the better enjoy the sport, he took up one rod and placed another in my hand, arranging me on one side of the bed and himself on the other.
Mr. Everard lost no time in proceeding to work. He got upon. Lady Lovesport, and separating her thighs, at once introduced his splendid weapon into her fountain of bliss. No sooner had he applied the point to the opening than Harry poured down a shower of blows upon his magnificent buttocks, which were instantly driven forward with a force that buried at one thrust the powerful instrument to its full extent within the charming cavity. Up and down, heave followed heave in rapid succession for some time, till the wanton Harry, telling me to make use of my rod in my turn, knelt down on the bed, and throwing his arms round them both, turned them over, so that Lady Lovesport's lovely buttocks now in their turn appeared uppermost. I was almost afraid of hurting the tender surface of the beautiful hillocks of snow, and Harry, saying that it did not strike half hard enough, again resumed the rod and plied it with what I then thought unmerciful vigour.
By this time they were both in a state of the utmost enjoyment, but it seemed that their pleasure was so great that they both wished to prolong it as far as possible-their mutual thrusts and heaves, though by no means diminished in energy, were now given at longer intervals. Several times were they thus turned over, and their respective buttocks treated with a taste of the birchen twigs, until the lovely promontories of both glowed with a splendid ruby colour.
At length, no longer able to control their burning passions, Lady Lovesport quickened her movements and Mr. Everard, giving way to all his voluptuous fury, performed a rapid series of quick, short, fierce strokes, each one more vehement and apparently more delightful than the last, which soon brought on the climax of bliss-and pouring out their mutual effusions, they sank, panting and breathless, on the bed.
When they had somewhat recovered themselves they no longer opposed Harry's desire to renew his career of happiness with me, and they even assisted us in making the necessary arrangements for our pleasing conjunction. Observing, however, from the crimson stains on Harry's weapon and on my thighs, that our recent encounter had not been brought to a successful termination without some disastrous effects, Lady Lovesport took a sponge and bathed the parts with cold water, and sent Harry to her room for a supply of bear's grease which she applied, not only to my aperture, but also to Harry's now stiff and inflamed weapon. The effect was that when he again laid me down and got upon me, no sooner did he apply his wicked staff of love to the grotto of pleasure than it slipped in with the greatest ease, occasioning me hardly any pain or discomfort.
You may easily suppose that the result was the very perfection of happiness and enjoyment. Nothing could possibly exceed the amount of pleasure my own darling boy conferred upon me. His ardour had not been in the slightest degree cooled by his previous emissions, and their only effect had been to render a somewhat more prolonged exertion on his part necessary in order to attain the summit of his desires. The consequences were most charming to me, for the continued friction of the delightful instrument of love, stirring up the most voluptuous sensations within me, produced such an exciting effect that it drew down from me a double overflow of the balm of bliss. The second tide of rapture had just begun to flow when dear Harry gave one fierce energetic shove, as far up into me as possible, and then remained with his sweet charmer thrust into me to the utmost extent. While his fierce weapon continued motionless for a second or two, a sort of spasm shook his whole body, and his third sweet offering of love was shot into my fiery entrails from the enraptured weapon of love thus entirely buried within me as far as it would reach.
Lady Lovesport now declared that we had excited ourselves as much as, or rather more than, was good for us, and she insisted on Harry retiring to his own room, and leaving me to repose.
I would fain have kept him with me, but she said she could not trust us together, as we would be certain to repeat our naughty tricks. As she remained firm, notwithstanding all our entreaties, we were obliged to part, but she promised that if she found we were not the worse for our exertions, we should have an opportunity of renewing our pleasures on the following evening. So, after a fond adieu, we separated for the night.
You may form some idea of the pleasant thoughts which occupied my waking hours during the rest of this happy night, on thus finding that all the obstacles to the delicious intercourse with dear Harry I had so fondly longed for were entirely removed; and of the still more pleasing dreams, when I at length sunk into slumber, in which the supreme happiness I had enjoyed was recalled and repeated in a thousand fantastic shapes-in which the dear boy and his improved attributes of pleasing formed, of course, the main attraction and delight.
I awoke in the morning quite refreshed and invigorated. On making an inspection regarding the ravages which the naughty rogue's stiff truncheon had committed in my interior, I was delighted to find that no great mischief had been done and that, beyond a slight stiffness and smarting which the application of cold water soon removed, there was nothing to prevent me from renewing the charming sport as soon as an opportunity should be afforded. But what pleased me more than anything was to find that, though I could now insert my finger a considerable way further into the cavity than I could formerly have done, the surrounding parts closed around it as firmly and tightly as ever, in such a manner as to satisfy me that every renewed introduction of the dear boy's charming weapon would occasion to us both the same delightful transports which we had already enjoyed on its first penetration.
When we met at breakfast next morning in the presence of the other visitors, we were, of course, compelled to restrain our feelings, but Lady Lovesport very soon took an opportunity of telling us that she would now place no restraint upon our intercourse, but that she trusted we would take her advice as being most prudent and best for all parties; that we should not give way to our amorous indulgences, except when she would be able to provide a safe opportunity. This she promised to do, as often as she thought would be right for us. We were both too much indebted to her, and too grateful for her kindness, to hesitate for a moment in giving her an assurance to this effect.
Every night since then, the little boudoir has been the scene of the most unrestrained delight, where we have all indulged ourselves in every amorous frolic to the very utmost; but it would be endless to attempt to describe to you all the luscious transactions that have there taken place, which must be seen and participated in to be fully appreciated, and it is now time to close this unconscionably long epistle.
Harry and I soon found many opportunities for renewing our old rambles by the shore and in the woods where I made him tell me all that had happened to him during our separation, and how the delicious result consequent upon our meeting had been brought about. But as he has promised to put his adventures in writing for me, I shall not attempt to give you any explanation here and shall rather send you his own account of all his exploits as soon as I receive it.
This, together with the faithful recital I have given you of my adventures here, will, I hope, encourage you to go on with the charming history of your own first performances upon your initiation into the mysteries of love, and will make you forgive me for having betrayed all our secrets to dear Harry. You must indeed pardon me, for it was quite impossible to refuse him anything. On seeing my hesitation, he threatened to stop the supplies necessary for carrying on the campaign of pleasure we had commenced in such a pleasing manner unless I consented to gratify his curiosity with the full particulars of all that had passed between us, and of all the amorous pranks we had played together. Although I don't think he could have contrived to carry his threat into execution, I could not find it in my heart to refuse him anything he asked of me.
My own dear Emily,
As you have expressed a wish to have a full detail in writing of the various occurrences which have led to our late happy meeting, I shall take advantage of every hour I have at my disposal here to give you all the particulars, for, next to the happiness of being with you, the greatest pleasure I can enjoy is thinking of you and trying to do everything in my power that may be agreeable to you. I need not revert to anything that occurred prior to that happy day when my delight in viewing your playful frolics with Lady Lovesport-and the strange, and to me then unaccountable, feelings which pervaded me during my flogging-were succeeded by the first taste of the raptures of voluptuous bliss which were conferred upon me by your charming mouth and delicate fingers.
We had no opportunity afterwards of comparing our ideas on the matter together, or I might perhaps have discovered a still more delightful method of solving my doubts and difficulties than that which I was obliged to have recourse to.
After I returned to school, the whole affair never ceased to haunt me day and night, and I eagerly strove to discover some means of obtaining an explanation which would enlighten me as to the meaning of the strange scenes which you had described to me as having taken place between Lady Lovesport and Mr. Everard during my flogging, and of my still stranger feelings and the curious result they had occasioned; but it was a considerable time before I could obtain this information.
Surprised at the effect which the flogging had produced upon myself, I eagerly watched to see if I could discover that the same result followed a similar operation performed upon my schoolfellows. The result of my observations was that upon the younger boys at school it seemed to make little or no impression beyond the momentary pain. Some of them would wince under the lash, and cry out, while others, who were bolder and more determined, would bear it in silence and apparently without caring much about it, but I soon discovered that on some of the boys older than myself it seemed to produce an impression which I thought was somewhat similar to that which it had had upon me, and more than once I fancied that I could discern their little weapons distended and protruding from their bellies in the same manner as mine had done while under the rod.
Desirous to make sure whether all this was not the effect of fancy, I determined on making a trial of the consequences which a good flogging would again produce upon myself, and thereby ascertain whether a similar result would again follow. I therefore deliberately engaged in some mischief, which I knew would insure punishment. I was not mistaken in my calculation, and a good sound flogging I did receive. Nor was I disappointed in my expectations as to the result it would produce. Whether it was the mere effect of the punishment itself, or whether it was the consequence of the associations connected with it which brought back to my imagination every circumstance connected with my previous flogging, I cannot tell, but I had not been subjected to the blows of the birch rod more than a few minutes when I felt a similar sensation pervade me to that which I had formerly experienced on a like occasion, and again your little friend became furious and excited, and swelled out so much that I was glad I had taken the precaution to let my shirt fall down, and had bent my body in such a manner as to enable me to conceal it from observation.
All that afternoon it remained in the same excited state, and when I went to bed and began to get warm beneath the blankets, it started up in a swollen and inflamed condition, which continued till I fell asleep. My slumbers were enlivened with sweet dreams of you, and I fancied that you were again employed in the delicious operation you had once before performed upon me, and which in a short time produced the same charming result.
I awoke in the midst of the most intense delight, and, to my astonishment, I found my belly and the head of my little charmer all covered with the same liquid which you had previously made issue from it. All this only more increased my desire to procure further information on the subject, and I made up my mind to seek an explanation from one of my schoolfellows, and ascertain whether he could not clear up the matter for me.
The boy upon whom I fixed for this purpose was one nearly two years older than myself, who had always been very kind to me ever since I had been at school. Though not the biggest or the oldest, he was perhaps the handsomest boy in the school, and I somehow fancied that if he was disposed, he was quite able to enlighten me as to all I wanted to know. I had often been surprised, even before I had any suspicion on the subject, at the number of times he was up for punishment. It was not from his being behind the other boys in his lessons that this had occurred, for he was one of the cleverest boys in the school, but he was constantly saying or doing something which he must have known perfectly well would subject him to punishment. He was always the ringleader in all our misdeeds, and constantly put himself foremost in every piece of mischief that was committed, and when any investigation was made, he was ever the first to come forward and avow his share in it: in fact he seemed to take a pleasure in being found out when the consequences were to affect him alone. In place of getting more steady as he grew older, he seemed to get worse every day. Hardly a week passed without his having a sound flogging.
Latterly, when my suspicions had been fairly aroused, I watched him narrowly, and I once or twice tried to get him to speak to me openly on the subject of my curiosity, but he always evaded my questions and seemed to wish to appear not to understand my hints.
Whenever I had an opportunity now, I observed him closely during the time he was flogged, and though he took great care to arrange his clothes so as not to permit much of his person to be visible, I was able to discover that a certain part was affected pretty much in the same way as my own similar appendage had been under the same circumstances. At length I contrived to get a full view of a charming instrument standing fully erect, whose size surprised and delighted me. This sight determined me to come to an understanding with him at all hazards.
The usual time for inflicting punishment was after school hours, just before we were dismissed to the playground. This was a large open space of considerable extent, and in some places covered with bushes and gorse. I had noticed that, especially latterly, Sidney had always repaired after his punishments to one of the most retired spots, taking a book with him, and that he remained there for a considerable time by himself. I had once or twice attempted to join him but he always sharply rebuked me for disturbing him, and insisted on my leaving him.
Having formed my resolution, I seized the opportunity of the next flogging he received and, hastening to the playground before him, I concealed myself among the bushes close to the place where I knew he was accustomed to resort. I had hardly hidden myself when he arrived, and, to my great satisfaction, placed himself in a situation where I could perfectly well observe him.
The first thing he did was to lay down the book he had brought in his hand, and to take out another from his pocket, which he began to peruse. I noticed that there were some plates in it which he looked at attentively, but I was too far off to see what the subjects were. After a few minutes he began to move his body about uneasily, and finally he unloosened a few buttons in front of his trousers and inserted his hand within them. Although I could not exactly see what he was about, I was pretty certain that he had taken his plaything in his hand, and I was soon enabled to discover that he was occasionally moving his hand up and down upon it. After the lapse of a few minutes he turned the front of his person towards the bushes amongst which I was concealed, evidently for the purpose of hiding his proceedings from the view of any one who might approach. He then unloosened the front of his trousers more completely, and pulled up his shirt.
I was now quite satisfied that my conjectures were correct, and I watched eagerly to discover what his object could be. When he had completely opened out his trousers, a most lovely priapus started out, in a magnificent state of erection. It was so much larger than my own at that time that I should have been greatly surprised at it if it had not been for the previous glimpse I had obtained of it during his flogging, but you may well suppose that I was greatly interested and pleased at its appearance. It stood quite stiffly up among a few short auburn curls which adorned the surrounding part of his fine white belly, the rosy head only half appearing out from its soft covering. He grasped it in his hand, which he moved slowly and gently up and down upon it. I did not require the recollection of the happiness your own dear hand had conferred upon me by a similar movement to convince me that the proceeding was productive of the greatest delight to him. His eyes sparkled and his face glowed with unusual animation and the lovely object in his grasp throbbed and extended its proportions, throwing off the entire coverings from its swollen point.
My first intention was to remain concealed till I had witnessed the whole of his proceedings, but I began to fear that some one might approach, and that I might be thus prevented from surprising him in such a situation as would force him to admit me into his confidence. I therefore crept through the bushes as quietly as possible until I was near enough to convince him that I must have seen perfectly well what he was doing, and that it would be no use for him to deny it. Then rising up out of my concealment, I addressed him saying, “Halloa, Sidney! What is this you are about?”
He seemed at first extremely enraged at my appearance, and turning his belly away from me so as to conceal the disorder of his dress, as well as to hide the object of my curiosity, he fiercely demanded what I wanted with him, threatening to give me a good thrashing for coming there to annoy him.
I was too earnestly bent upon my object to be easily frightened, so I sat down beside him and said, “Well, Sidney, my boy, you shall thrash me as much as you like afterwards, only listen first to what I have to say to you.”
He seemed surprised at my impudence, but he allowed me to go on, and I proceeded to tell him of the strange effects produced upon me by my floggings, and of the extreme desire I felt to know what was the meaning of it. As he listened attentively to me and seemed amused with what I told him, I went on and informed him of my suspicion that he was affected in a similar manner on these occasions, and I told him what I had observed of his condition during his last punishment.
Of course, in my narrative I did not make the slightest allusion-to anything that had passed with Lady Lovesport or you. When I had finished, he asked me what was my object in telling him all this. I said I wanted to know what was the reason of the little gentleman getting into such a state, at the same time putting my hand under him and taking hold of the lovely naked object which still protruded far out from his belly through the opening in his trousers; and that I wanted also to ascertain what he did with it when it got into that condition, as I was sure, from what I had felt myself, that it was something that gave him a great deal of pleasure. I added that I hoped he would explain it all to me, as he might depend that I would never say a word to any one of what I had seen or of what he might tell me.
I fancy he thought that after what I must have observed there was no use in his attempting to conceal anything from me, for after remaining silent for a minute or two, he said that he would have no objection to gratify my curiosity, provided he were once satisfied that I was old enough to understand these things, but that, if he were to agree to show me and to explain to me all that was in his power, I must also satisfy him by allowing him to make an examination of all I had to show.
I could offer no objection to such an equitable proposition, and I told him that if he would gratify my curiosity, I would willingly do anything he might require in return.
But I am here interrupted by Gerald calling me to get ready to accompany him on a visit we are about to pay to some friends of his who live at a little distance from this, and as it may be a few days before I can proceed with my story, I shall send off this to amuse you in the meantime.
Ever your own,
I think I left off in my description of my interview with Sidney at the moment when he had agreed to satisfy my curiosity as to what he was doing upon the condition that I was to show him sufficient proofs that I was capable of understanding the explanation he was willing to give me.
He now turned himself round where he was lying, so as to leave the front part of his person exposed to my researches, with his charming weapon extending out before him in a stiff and upright position. He then made me lie down beside him, and, while I opened out his trousers still further that I might procure a more complete view of the lovely object they still partly concealed with all its appendages, he unloosened my trousers, and, lifting up my shirt, he pulled out my little plaything, which, in consequence of what had taken place, was also quite erect, and in a state of great excitement.
As soon as he saw and felt it, he smiled and said, “Oh! I see I need have no hesitation in telling you anything you may wish to know, for if this little gentleman does not yet know what to make of himself, it is full time he should learn.” Then putting one hand between my thighs, he played with and fondled the little balls, while with the other he rubbed the pillar itself up and down in the most pleasing and agreeable manner. I was not long in following the example he set me, and I imitated his motions as well as I could, caressing the balls and moving my hand along the shaft in the same manner that he did. I could soon see that my exertions were producing the same agreeable sensations upon him which I felt he was exciting in me. But this only the more increased my anxiety to know what could be the object and meaning of the whole affair, and I begged of him to explain it to me.
He seemed surprised at my ignorance, and said that he could hardly believe that with such a plaything as I had-for it had grown considerably in the short time that had elapsed since you had seen it-I should not understand its proper use. But on my assuring him that I was quite in the dark on the subject, he said he would try whether he could not enlighten me. He then took out the book he had been reading, and which he had concealed on my appearance; it proved to be a charming series of amatory stories, under the title of How to Raise Love. He showed me a picture of a pretty young lady sitting on a chair, with a handsome boy standing between her naked thighs with his trousers down and his cock standing erect, with which she was playing.
I said, “Oh, yes, I can understand that; it is just what we are doing to each other, but what is the use of it?”
He laughed and said, “Well, look here,” and turned to another picture, where the boy, with his trousers down and his shirt tucked up round his waist, was putting love's dart into the delicious cleft situated between the thighs of a nearly naked lady, who was lying beneath him just in the same way that I did to you on that first delicious night.
The whole truth flashed upon my mind at once, and I could have killed myself in my rage at my stupidity in not having sooner discovered the secret, when it might have been possible to have procured for myself as well as to have conferred on you, all the delight which I immediately comprehended such a mode of procedure would produce. I remained for a minute or two without speaking, for my brain was so confused with the overwhelming sensations that rushed through it, as the astounding discovery burst upon me, that I was quite unable to utter a word. The idea of the delight I should enjoy in such a charming conjunction with you, whenever we should have the power to unite ourselves together in a similar manner, had such an effect upon me, that involuntarily, I began to thrust my body backwards and forwards, making my swollen and distended weapon move to and fro within Sidney's grasp.
“Ah! I see you are beginning to comprehend it now. I thought the sight of these pictures would rouse you in the same manner as they always do me.” He then gave way freely to the same pleasant emotions, heaving his body up and down, and indulging in all the lascivious movements which I found so gratifying.
Having recovered a little from my surprise, I began to question him further and inquired what was the meaning of the white liquid which issued from the funny object when it got into such a state. He seemed surprised at the question, and said he suspected I must know more about the subject than I acknowledged, but I told him of my dream and the effect it had produced upon me, resulting in an emission.
He was satisfied with that explanation, and told me that he would elucidate the whole matter to me and give me the book to read which would make me understand it completely, whenever we had a favourable opportunity, but that in the meantime we must make good use of our time to enjoy ourselves thoroughly, as it was not unlikely, we might soon be disturbed. He therefore urged me to quicken my movements upon the charming object I held in my grasp, in order that we might fully enjoy all the pleasure we could confer upon each other, and he set me the example by rubbing and tickling my plaything in the most lascivious manner possible. I was delighted with the charming effect he produced upon it, and did not hesitate to imitate his proceedings upon the palpitating object which throbbed fiercely in my hand. His buttocks now heaved up and down, and he forced his stiff rod rapidly backwards and forwards through my fingers, his breath came in short hurried gasps, his cheeks glowed with a ruby tint, and his eyes sparkled with a fire I had never seen in them before, until stiffer and harder and more swollen and distended than ever, the luscious instrument of bliss, after two or three convulsive throbs, shot up far into the air a few drops of the burning liquid, which was the signal of the outburst of the rapturous crisis.
My curiosity arrested my movements, and still grasping fast the inflamed and furious instrument of pleasure which I instinctively felt no longer required my assistance, I gazed with wonder and delight at the lovely boy as he lay thus extended before me in all the ecstasies of supreme delight.
But it was not long before he recovered himself, and proceeded to repay me for the pleasure I had afforded him. I must confess that I was so much moved and excited by what had passed that I could not refrain from exerting myself as well as I could to promote his efforts, and a very short period was sufficient to bring on with me the same delightful consummation which he had already attained.
It certainly was a most delicious sensation when, excited to the utmost by his lascivious caresses, I felt the warm liquid burst through the pleasure tube, and I certainly enjoyed it most thoroughly, though I could not help fancying that it did not afford me quite the same rapturous delight which I had experienced on a similar occasion when your fair hands and rosy lips produced the same effect upon me.
Sidney took an early opportunity of explaining to me all the mysteries of the art of love, and though he would not give me the book to read by myself-as he said it might tempt me to indulge too often in solitary practices, which I had better refrain from-he urged me to come and read it with him whenever we should have an opportunity. It will not be wondered at that I availed myself of every occasion for doing so, and that I was most anxious to show myself grateful for his kindness by doing everything I could to promote his enjoyment.
The next time I was enabled to indulge in his lascivious frolics with him it occurred to me that it would gratify him if I were to treat him in the same agreeable manner you did me on the first occasion when I experienced the bliss which the organ of manhood is capable of affording. While I was fondling and caressing his pretty plaything, I asked him whether he had ever tried putting it into the mouth, as I fancied that mode of proceeding would heighten the pleasure. He said he had never done so as he had always been too much afraid to broach the subject to any of his companions, and though he had ardently longed to have some one to play with in such a delicious manner, he would not have found courage to propose it unless I had spoken to him on the subject. He said he quite agreed with me in thinking that it must be very nice to have the little object kissed and caressed between the lips and that if I felt disposed to do so to him, he would be delighted to do the same to me.
I made him lay himself down on his back, and, stripping down his trousers as far as his knees and placing my head between his legs, I took the rosy point of the lovely instrument into my mouth, and sucked and caressed it. At the same time I employed my hands in caressing his firm buttocks, playing with the charming soft slippery balls, tickling the root of the tree of life, and twisting my fingers among the short curls which surrounded it. He was quite enchanted with this proceeding, which threw him into the greatest ecstasies of delight. He declared that he had never enjoyed anything half so much and he begged me to continue my operations, which he said he was sure I would be delighted to have repaid to me in a similar manner.
His agitated and lascivious motions speedily announced the unbounded sway which voluptuousness had obtained over his senses, and I exerted my utmost endeavours to promote and increase his luscious sensations, until at length, in the wildest and most unbounded transports of unbridled licentiousness, he poured forth a whole volley of the grapeshot of love into my burning mouth, accompanied with a quivering contortion of the whole body and a frantic exclamation of intense delight.
Immediately on recovering himself, he insisted on returning the compliment to me, and, laying hold of my wicked plaything, he inserted it in his mouth and operated upon it in such an agreeable manner that I was no longer surprised at the state of fierce excitement into which my own proceedings had thrown him.
I believe I was not behind him, either in the rapturous sensations I enjoyed, or in the lascivious manner in which I gave them uncontrolled display. He was so enchanted and delighted at the lustful exhibition I had made of my raging passions during the sweet operation that his senses were again roused to the highest pitch of excitement and he could not be satisfied until I had again operated upon his unruly member and appeased his still raging desires by making him once more pour forth the blissful effusion.
I soon ascertained from Sidney that my suspicions were well grounded, and that it was the lascivious pleasure produced by the tickling of the birch upon his posteriors that had induced him so often to subject himself to punishment. It was not long before he was again favoured with a severe flogging for some fault which he had committed, as he acknowledged, for the sole object of heightening the pleasure he was afterwards to enjoy with me. On this occasion I asked him whether he would not like better that I should flog him, rather than thus expose himself before all the school. He eagerly caught at the suggestion, and, accordingly, at our next meeting we provided a birch rod which I applied to his lovely bottom, making him display the greatest symptoms of enjoyment, which increased in intensity every instant until his libidinous sensations were fully aroused to the acme of excitement. I was obliged to take the most effectual means of gratifying and allaying them by tickling, rubbing, and sucking his fiery dart until I made it yield up its treasures with every symptom of the most unbounded transport. He then repeated the same delicious operation upon me with the same pleasing effect.
We were thus led on from one refinement in the art of pleasure to another. We thought it would add greatly to our enjoyment if one of us could exert our powers of pleasing upon the charming instrument of the other, at the same time that the stimulus of the birch rod was applied to the hinder quarters of the patient. To carry out this idea it was necessary for us to have recourse to further assistance. We therefore sounded one of our schoolfellows, a fine handsome boy of fifteen. The sight of the pictures and the perusal of the book fired his imagination to such an extent that he was quite ready for anything we might choose to do with him, and he willingly consented to take part in our frolics in any manner we liked. He soon proved himself an apt and willing scholar. He was no sooner initiated in the mysteries of the art of enjoyment than, quite delighted with the sport, he was as eager as either of us to take his share in receiving or conferring the pleasures we indulged in. I had already had some experience of the effects produced by the birch in rousing the passions and heightening the consequent enjoyment, and I willingly gave in to all Sidney's fancies, who delighted almost as much in operating upon us, and in witnessing and enjoying our voluptuous excitement and the full gratification of our lascivious desires, as he did in getting us to operate upon him.
We had contrived to get access to an unoccupied apartment from which we could exclude the other boys. Our usual arrangement was this: there was a large wide easy chair in the room. One of us sat down upon this chair, leaning his head back pretty low down and stretching out his legs before him, with the whole front part of his person exposed, completely naked. The other knelt upon the chair across him, leaning his arms upon the back of the chair, with his trousers down to his knees and his shirt tucked up around his waist. He bent himself forward, so that love's dart could be introduced between the lips of the sitter who was thus enabled to keep up a libidinous titillation with his mouth and tongue upon the point of the charming instrument, and at the same time to increase the enjoyment by employing his hands in fondling and playing with the fleshy column and the depending treasures, and in tickling and exciting all the adjacent parts.
In the meantime, the naked posteriors of the one who was undergoing this delightful treatment presented a magnificent spectacle to Sidney's delighted eyes, with their soft smooth snowy surfaces quivering and gradually acquiring a roseate hue under the stimulus which he applied to them of the sharp stinging blows of a good birch rod, until the united effects of these pleasing operations before and behind caused love's fount to overflow, and relieve the swollen and excited vessels with a delightful discharge. In this way Sidney had always under his eyes not only the delightful movements of the party who was thus enjoying himself, but also the naked thighs and belly of the one who was performing upon him, the exciting nature of whose occupation never failed to raise up his own standard of pleasure — which was thus fully displayed and made to exhibit all its perfections in a state of magnificent erection, forming a charming contrast with the posterior beauties exhibited by his companion.
When the storm of pleasure had burst forth, Sidney would make us change places and would repeat the same operation, and, finally wrought up to a pitch of luxurious frenzy, he would take up his own position upon his knees across one of us and make us perform upon him in a similar manner, and his frantic exhibition of delight would testify to the excess of his enjoyment.
It was considered a strange thing at school that, after that period, none of us were ever had up for punishment though, if the truth were known, I believe it would have been found that our bottoms underwent the discipline of the rod ten times as much as all the rest of the school put together.
But I must conclude this, and leave the rest of my confessions for another letter.
Ever yours, Harry
You are aware that during the last two years I hardly ever saw you, and that when I did so, it was only for a few minutes when I had no opportunity of indulging in those still more delicious enjoyments which you could have afforded me and which might perhaps have warned me from those I then found so much pleasure in indulging in.
For some time also, I saw very little of Lady Lovesport. I turned over in my mind often and long all the circumstances connected with the flogging she had given me, and especially those particulars of which you had informed me but of which she had evidently intended I should not have been aware. I was a good deal puzzled to know what to make of the matter, but on the whole I came to the conclusion that the only way I could expect to see more of you was by keeping on good terms with her. Indeed, her whole conduct towards me had been so kind as long as I could remember anything that I was urged by affection and gratitude as much as by the hope of future favours to cultivate her goodwill. I therefore made up my mind to regulate my conduct so as to please and satisfy her as much as possible, leaving her to herself to indicate in what manner she wished me to behave towards her personally. When we did meet again, she made no allusion to my previous punishment, but treated me even more kindly than formerly.
Mr. Everard, too, was evidently disposed to be on a friendly footing with me. He had two or three times made some excuse for visiting me at school, and on leaving had tipped me handsomely, saying that he knew young gentlemen sometimes had occasion for money for which they did not like to apply to ladies, and that if I should ever happen to be in this situation, I was not to hesitate to have recourse to him, as he was aware that I had no other friends except Lady Lovesport to whom I could apply.
In this manner a year passed very pleasantly, with the sole drawback of not seeing you, but for this I always consoled myself with the hope that at midsummer I should have the happiness, as usual, of meeting you. When I reached Lady Lovesport's, however, I was most woefully disappointed by finding that you were not to be there during my visit. In my vexation and irritation at being thus deprived of the enjoyment I had anticipated in making you aware of all my late discoveries, I am afraid I forgot all my good intentions of behaving properly towards Lady Lovesport and gave her occasion to find fault with me. This she did two or three times, telling me at last to take care lest she should be compelled to chastise me.
I was a good deal surprised at this threat, as it was the first time that any allusion had been made to what had occurred a year previously. I knew quite well that she must be convinced from what she had seen on that occasion that I was, in some respects at least, no longer a mere boy. This led me to pay more particular attention to her manner towards me, and I sometimes fancied that I could detect her eyes wandering over my person with curiosity and interest, especially when I happened to be in a position which more than usually displayed my shape and figure.
After long consideration I came to the conclusion that Lady Lovesport was still actuated by the peculiar fancy which possessed her- and of which I could now somewhat estimate the force-and that she was desirous of having another opportunity of witnessing my youthful charms, displayed under the punishment of the rod, and observing the effect produced upon me by its stimulating powers. I fancied, too, that, though anxious to accomplish this, she was at a loss to know how to bring it about and perhaps doubted in what light I might now view the matter. I thought also she might know too much on the subject, and that I might be inclined to take too great advantage of anything she might do.
I was by this time convinced also that it was not accident, but design, that kept me so long separated from you, and I saw that the only chance I had of being allowed to enjoy your society was by means of pleasing Lady Lovesport and keeping her in good humour. The object to be attained was so great that, in order to arrive at it, I could have no hesitation in complying with all her fancies. After considering the matter as well as I could, I made up my mind as to the line of conduct I should pursue.
Having once formed my determination, I contrived to carry it into execution without delay. I purposely committed the same offence for which I had previously been threatened with chastisement and as I had hoped and expected, she again told me that I deserved to be flogged for it.
We were quite alone, and I at once replied, “My dear Lady Lovesport, if it will afford you the slightest amusement or pleasure to give me a flogging, I am quite willing to submit to it, whether I deserve it or not.”
She looked at me intently for a few seconds, as if she wished to discover what my real meaning was, and then said, in a careless tone, “You foolish boy! What could make you think that it would give me either pleasure or amusement to inflict punishment upon you?”
“I don't very well know,” I replied, “but I rather fancied on the last occasion that it afforded you both.”
She seemed greatly surprised but, I thought, not offended, and, as she did not speak, I went on boldly. “You did not take sufficient care to place the bandage properly over my eyes, and I contrived to slip-it partly off so as to enable me to see how much both you and another person were diverted with my struggles, and with the emotions produced by the punishment.”
She now blushed extremely, and seemed vexed and annoyed, and was about to speak, but I interrupted her, and went on saying:
“Pray listen to me for a minute. You must not be under the slightest apprehension that you will ever be subjected to the least annoyance from me on the subject. I have received too much kindness from you ever to think of being so ungrateful. I now understand the matter a little better than I did then, but though it is more than a year since the occurrence to which I allude took place, I have never breathed a syllable of what then passed to any one, and never will on any occasion, so I think you must be satisfied that you may trust me, only pray don't treat me as a child any longer by trying to conceal things from me. If it would give you any amusement to repeat the proceedings that then took place, you will find me quite ready and willing to gratify you in any manner you may wish.”
She now blushed still deeper, and seemed very much confused, and not to know what to say, and I added:
“Now, don't mistake my meaning, or fancy that I intend to presume upon your kindness or wish to induce you to do anything you may not feel quite disposed for. You will no doubt find me somewhat less of a boy than you did formerly, especially in so far as regards a certain little article whose state of excitement then seemed to entertain you so much, but I am now old enough to know that our feelings on such subjects are not altogether under our control, and that though a person may be disposed to give way to her feelings with respect to one individual, there may not be the same inclination to indulge in a similar with another. All I can say therefore is that if you think I can in any way contribute to your entertainment, you may depend upon my doing so to the utmost of my ability, without making any attempt to exact any favour in return, or to carry matters further than you may feel quite disposed for.”
Lady Lovesport appeared very much astonished, but now at least, I thought she was by no means displeased at what I said. When I had finished she made me sit down beside her and took hold of my hand. She remained silent for several minutes, during which she evidently was making up her mind as to what course she should pursue. At length she threw her arm round my waist, and gave me a more passionate kiss than I had ever received from her before. She then addressed me thus:
“My dear boy, since you have been so frank with me I shall be equally so with you. I am greatly surprised at what you have told me, for I had not the least idea that you knew so much of what had taken place on the occasion of your punishment to which you refer, or indeed that you were aware of anything beyond the mere fact of your being flogged. It certainly was not my intention that you should have known anything about it, for at that time I looked upon you as a mere child. I was indeed greatly astonished to find such manly symptoms developed in you, though I ought to have had some suspicion from the nature of the offence for which you were chastised. But before I say anything further, you must tell me candidly all that you saw on that occasion.”
I said I would do so willingly, and I detailed all that you had told me of what had passed. She then continued to make inquiries as to how I had become enlightened on the subject. I carefully avoided any allusion to what had occurred with you, but I avowed the emotions which had been excited by my flogging, and by what I pretended I had seen. I also told her of my subsequent dream, making her appear as the heroine in it, and of the consequence of my curiosity on the subject, and of how I had been enlightened by Sidney.
She seemed amused and pleased with what I told her, and she was evidently particularly pleased when, in answer to a straightforward inquiry on the subject, I assured her upon my honour that I had never had intercourse with a woman, and that my only sources of information were my young companions and the book to which I have alluded.
When I had completed my narrative and had replied to all her questions-which were particularly directed towards the flogging scenes which had taken place with my young schoolfellows-she again remained silent for some time. At length she said: “Well, my dear boy, I see from the prudent manner in which you have acted I may trust you, and you shall no longer have to complain of any concealment on my part. I have always had every reason to be satisfied with your conduct, for though I have sometimes found fault with you and punished you, I saw clearly that your faults were merely those of an inexperienced boy which would be got over, and I may tell you that I have been more than ever pleased with your conduct during the last year, though I little suspected what had been the cause of the change which I observed had taken place in you, and attributed it entirely to your advancing age giving you additional sense and discretion. I now see that you are possessed of more of both these qualities than I had given you credit for, and that I may safely give you some explanations which I had intended to delay to a later period and which will, in some measure, account for the conduct which has surprised you.
“You are aware that my late husband was a great deal older than myself. I was induced, for certain family reasons which I need not here enter upon but which referred more to other persons than to myself, to marry him when I was still hardly beyond childhood. I soon found out my mistake and discovered that rank and wealth are not sufficient to make up for the want of those pleasures which youth naturally expects to be the accompaniments of the married state, and which I soon found my husband was not in a condition to supply me with. All his vain efforts in this respect were weak and insufficient, and instead of appeasing the desires natural to my situation and age, they only tended to inflame and excite them.
“After a painful tantalizing existence in this irritating position for some months, my husband made me aware that there was only one means which could possibly be effectual to renovate his forces and rouse him to action, so as to enable him to gratify my longing wants. This remedy, he told me, was that I should flog him until the desired effect should be produced. You may well suppose that such a proposition from an old man to a raw inexperienced girl was rather likely to create disgust than any other emotion-and so it was with me at first-but after a time I was induced to listen to his entreaties and to comply with his request. The strange proceeding, however, to a certain extent, answered his expectations and enabled him to afford some solace to the raging passions which his previous impotent attempts had roused within me, not, I must say, in the most satisfactory manner, but still in a sufficient degree to induce me to continue to comply with his wishes. He was not satisfied with being operated on himself but insisted on being allowed to indulge in the same amusement on my person. The ice being once broken I was easily induced to comply with his wishes, and at length I acquired an inclination and fondness for the habit, which has never since forsaken me.
“You are aware, perhaps, that my husband left me nearly all his property, but the bequest was coupled with the condition that I should not marry again, under the penalty of losing it if I should take another husband, but you perhaps do not know that you, yourself, you young rogue, are the cause of this restriction, and that it is to you his property would go in the event of my infringing the condition upon which it has been left to me. I have always felt that my husband did not act fairly towards you in not leaving you a larger share of his property, and though I have hitherto refrained from doing anything to put it out of my own power to act towards you as I might think your conduct deserved, I have taken care that, in the event of my death, you should find I have done you justice and I have insured your then receiving a fair share of your relation's property.
“As I have nothing else to depend upon except the income I derive from my late husband's estate, it has been quite out of the question for me to think of marrying, more especially as Mr. Everard-the only person for whom I have ever felt any attachment-though he must ultimately succeed to large property has at present a very small income. But as we are mutually attached to one another we have considered ourselves at liberty to dispense with the usual formalities, and to act towards each other as if we were already united. And as he had, while at school, acquired a fondness for those practices which my husband had taught me, we have been accustomed to indulge in them upon each other, and also occasionally to contrive means for putting them in use upon a new object, when we have had an opportunity of doing so. I have on some occasions gratified him with the sight of a girl whom I have contrived to flog before him, and he has sometimes been enabled to afford me a view of some of his amusements with Susan and other girls chance may have thrown in his way, whilst stopping in my house.
“Now Harry, darling! To business if you please, as I always punish when I have once promised to do so,” she said, rising from her seat, and commencing to take off my jacket, trousers, and everything till I stood in my shirt by her side. “What a dear fine boy you have grown, what legs and thighs, and such a figure!” she said as I felt her hands pass under my shirt, caressing and playing with my buttocks and thighs, and wandering over the whole back part of my person. You may well suppose that a certain mutinous object was now roused by these proceedings to a state of fierce erection, but she took no notice of it, though I was convinced she could hardly be insensible to its condition. I sometimes fancied, too, that a sort of thrilling palpitating emotion, which seemed to pervade her frame, was in some measure to be attributed to her consciousness of the presence of such an exciting object. Her proceedings encouraged me to go with my own employment. I saw that her gown was only retained upon her by being held up by her arms, and that her petticoats were merely sustained by a fastening secured round her waist. I immediately unloosened the latter, and, placing one hand on each arm, I bent them down by her side so as to allow the sleeves of the gown to slip over her shoulders and fall down. This was no sooner accomplished than the whole dress, gown, petticoats, and everything sank down to her feet, leaving her standing beside me with nothing on but her chemise. She made no opposition to this, merely saying, “Oh, you rogue, this is too bad of you.” As soon as this was effected, and unable longer to restrain myself, I threw my arms round her neck and pressed her in a close embrace, imprinting burning kisses upon her face, neck, and bosom. She submitted to my caresses very quietly for a short time, passing her arms round me and returning my pressures, until I fancy she felt the sensitive little rogue below presuming too much upon the happy position in which he was now placed, and beating fiercely against her naked thighs and belly, for, somehow, in its stiff extension, the little rogue had managed to raise up both my shirt and her chemise, and had come to close quarters with her. She now said, “Come, come, you naughty boy, this will never do. You are forgetting your promise already, we must proceed to work.”
We were then standing close to the couch. Disengaging herself from my arms, she made me sit down upon it, and proceeded to draw off my trousers which were still hanging about my ankles. As I raised my legs to enable her to do this more easily, I managed to make my shirt slip up over my thighs, so that she had a full view of my person naked to near my navel. I fancied that I could detect a pleased expression in her eyes as they rested upon the emblem of manhood which was thus disclosed to her, and which heaved and palpitated, and rose up and down from my belly at every throb it gave under the influence of the fiery emotions which agitated me.
I remained quite passive under her hands. After removing my trousers, she made me get up on the sofa, and kneel upon it, so as to turn up my posteriors to the strokes of the rod. I noticed that when she raised up my shirt to lay bare the naked globes, she arranged it in such a manner as to conceal the flaming object beneath. This made me suspect that she was rather afraid to indulge herself too much in its contemplation for fear of being led into temptation by it; but this only made me the more determined to present it before her as prominently as possible. I soon contrived, by the working of my body, to draw up my shirt so as fully to expose the flaming dart in a state of the utmost extension.
In other respects, I remained quietly in the position on which she placed me, merely turning my head to the side on which she stood that I might enjoy the lovely sight of all her exposed charms. Her chemise hung loosely upon her person, and she made no attempt to arrange it so as in any way to disturb my view, and I had consequently a full opportunity of contemplating her charming neck and bosom, and her luscious full-formed yet elegantly shaped legs and thighs-getting also an occasional delightful glimpse of the splendid buttocks, and of the glorious temple of pleasure, which were every now and then momentarily displayed in all their beauty whenever she raised her arm higher than usual, thereby uplifting the thin veil which covered them. I soon began to feel the full effect of the fiery stimulus-which the potent stripes of the birch twigs now showered down upon my quivering flesh — produced throughout my whole frame. The plump hillocks burned and glowed with the fierce flame, and the fiery impetus was communicated to my raging priapus, and made me move my body backwards and forwards in pleasing, and yet tantalizing motion.
Lady Lovesport seemed quite delighted with the effect she was so evidently producing upon me, and she sometimes desisted from her task that she might take a more minute and particular survey of the scene of action. She examined the hot soft surface of the white mounds, now beginning to acquire a rosy hue, and passed her hand over every portion of my naked flesh, apparently luxuriating in the pleasing touch. Then giving me a passionate kiss as if to encourage me to allow her to proceed with her work of pleasure, she would again resume the rod. This lasted for a considerable time, until my emotions, in spite of my endeavours to control them, became so fierce and violent that every instant I expected they would cause me to pour forth a stream of pleasure. I fancy that she detected amid my passionate struggles the probability of the approach of such an occurrence, which she did not wish to take place so soon; for she soon desisted from her employment and told me to rise up and allow her to take my place on the sofa.
From what you had told me and from what she herself had said, I was somewhat prepared for this. But when she knelt down before me, and turned up her luscious round white buttocks that I might apply the lash to them, I threw myself on my knees before them, and covered them with a thousand kisses, vowing that I never could summon up courage enough to inflict the desired punishment upon such charming objects. She was amused with my raptures but said I need have no hesitation, as habit had converted what I fancied would have been pain, into pleasure. She told me not to be afraid, but to flog away just as she had done to me, or as I would do with one of my schoolfellows.
I gradually became more bold, as I now beheld evident symptoms that, far from my efforts producing pain, they had quite an opposite effect. On taking up her position, she had arranged her chemise so as not to expose the under part of her person, but as it gradually worked down over her buttocks to where it interfered with the action of the rod, I availed myself of the excuse to move it further up; and finding that she made no objection, I tucked it up close under her arms. I was thus enabled to gratify my eyes with a complete view of all her lovely person, as she moved and twisted herself about in all directions under the excitement which was being gradually stirred up within her by the powerful stimulus I was applying. I was in the utmost rapture at the lovely sight.
You know that though I was well acquainted with all your young beauties, I had never before seen a full-grown woman naked, except indeed that transient glimpse I had obtained of Lady Lovesport during the bathing scene. You know well, too, that Lady Loves-port's luscious charms were enough to set an anchorite on fire, and you may imagine the effect which the unrestrained exhibition of all her voluptuous beauties and of her lascivious emotions must have produced upon the imagination and the passions of a boy of my age, burning with the desire to be initiated into all the exquisite pleasures and delight which such a charming object could afford to him.
After a time, carried away by my passion, I laid down the rod, and bending over her, I fondled and caressed the lovely promontories which were now tinged with a pleasing carnation hue. I pressed my burning lips upon the hot surfaces, kissing and caressing them in a thousand places as if to demand pardon for the apparently harsh treatment they had been receiving at my hands. But I was soon recalled to my duty by Lady Lovesport, who begged of me to resume the rod, as my task was not completed yet. I complied with her request, and continued for some minutes to ply her lovely buttocks with the stripes of pleasure. During this period, she in her turn exhibited the same symptoms of lascivious emotion, and twisted and writhed her body about in all directions under the irritating excitement she was undergoing, much in the same manner as I had done.
As a matter of course I was most anxious to make a closer inspection of the enchanting grotto, which I now knew was the spot to which I was to look for still higher enjoyments than any I had ever hitherto experienced. I watched every glimpse I could catch of it with intense anxiety. The charming rosy lips were partly visible through the dense thicket of dark curly hair which surrounded them, and as the lascivious excitement increased, I could see them occasionally partly open and close again as if actuated by some irresistible influence. Oh! how I longed to be able to try to put into the lovely recess something that they might cling to and embrace; but I was too much afraid of giving offence to venture to suggest such a thing. In a little time, to my infinite surprise, as her voluptuous movements became more ardent and impetuous, I thought I saw something appearing every now and then between the lips of the charming orifice, which, in the glance I caught of it, seemed to resemble my own emblem of virility on a smaller scale, rather similar to what mine had been some few years previously. Desirous to ascertain what was the meaning of this unexpected appearance, I again bent down for the purpose of examining it, and renewed my caresses upon her charming posteriors. But to my disappointment the little object slipped back again into its hiding place, and I was afraid to venture to explore the recesses to discover what it really was. Observing the place attentively however, I found that when I renewed the application of the birch, the little bijou again reappeared between the lovely coral lips, and as I continued my flagellating exercise, it now protruded still further than previously. My curiosity and excitement were so powerful that I could not refrain from kneeling down and bringing my face into contact with the lovely grotto, on which, and on the surrounding parts, I imprinted burning kisses. Suddenly it occurred to me that the treatment with which you had favoured my little plaything, and which had occasioned me such intense delight, might perhaps afford Lady Lovesport the same pleasure, and as the funny little object, excited by my kisses and caresses, again protruded forward from its coral sheath, I caught it between my lips, and inserting my tongue within the orifice, I tickled and pressed the lower part of the little prisoner with my slippery organ of speech, every now and then thrusting it in as far as I could within the delicious cavity. I had no sooner commenced this lustful operation than I felt a series of spasmodic shudders agitate the lovely form I was caressing; her body was pressed against my face, her buttocks moved backwards and forwards, and I felt the strange little object darting to and fro between my lips, which fondly embraced it. This action continued for a minute or two, when I again felt a tremulous motion pervade her frame, lasting for a few seconds, during which her movements to and fro ceased, and I became sensible that a warm moisture was issuing from her and suffusing itself over my tongue and lips.
She now seemed to be unable to maintain the kneeling position she had hitherto been in, and she gradually sank down on her belly upon the couch, quite motionless, except for the palpitating heaving of her lovely bosom. Her eyes were closed, and she seemed scarcely sensible of what she was about. I was convinced that she was luxuriating in the trance of gratified voluptuousness. I laid myself down on the couch beside her, and throwing my arm around her neck, I remained quiet, gazing on her beautiful countenance, and watching the fleeting colour which played upon it as the lascivious excitement passed away.
As soon as she opened her eyes, in which the lustful fire was now succeeded by a gentle tenderness, she warmly returned my caress, and throwing her arms around me, she clasped me tightly to her bosom. Her own chemise had remained all this time fastened up under her arms, and while laying myself beside her, I had taken care that my shirt should also be raised up in a similar manner, so that when she thus embraced me our naked bodies came into the sweetest and most voluptuous contact. Oh, how I did enjoy the maddening sensation which seemed to run in fiery impetus through my veins as I was thus clasped naked in her arms, her voluptuous bosom heaving against mine, and my rampant, stiffly distended weapon rubbing against her soft smooth thighs and belly. Her hands now began to wander over the whole of my person, which she fondly caressed with the single exception of the most important point of all-which she carefully avoided touching-though she seemed to enjoy the ardour with which I pressed it against her lovely body, and she must have been fully sensible of the furious pulsation which agitated it and made it throb and beat against the soft flesh surrounding the approach to the place of pleasure into which it so longed to enter.
At length I could no longer refrain from trying to operate a diversion in its favour. I took hold of her soft hand, and gently guiding it to the spot, I laid it upon the panting, burning object, and, closing her fingers round it, made her circle it in her grasp. To my great delight she made not the least opposition to this proceeding, but on the contrary, after retaining her delightful hold for a few seconds, she moved her hand gently up and down upon the swollen and turgid instrument, thereby occasioning me the most exquisite pleasure. Then quitting her hold of the pillar, she fondled and played with the depending pleasure bag and its slippery contents. I cannot describe the voluptuous sensations her soft gentle touches produced upon me, as, in the most luxurious manner possible, she thus operated upon my sensitive weapon so as still further to increase the excitement which was already almost too great to be endured. Every instant I expected that I should be compelled to respond to her lascivious caresses by a potent outburst of the essence of delight, but she suddenly stopped short in the career of bliss; still retaining hold of love's weapon with one hand, with the other she removed my burning face from her charming lips, on which I was feasting, so far as to enable her to look me full in the face. She then addressed me thus: “Oh, you sad rogue, I am afraid this naughty fellow will make terrible havoc among the ladies, and lead many a one besides me into temptation, which, indeed, is not easily resisted when such a handsome delightful charmer as this is in question.”
I looked up in her face imploringly, as if entreating her to have compassion upon me, and yield to the temptation to which she referred, when, to my utter astonishment and consternation, she suddenly added: “But what would Emily say if she were to see you in this situation, and if she knew what it is you want to persuade me to do?” I was perfectly confounded, and could not utter a word. I remained gazing upon her, not knowing what in the world to say or do. My surprise at finding her thus introducing such a subject at such a moment, and the consciousness that, although my final object was to obtain an opportunity for our mutual enjoyment, I was still in some measure committing an act of infidelity to your charms, had such a powerful effect upon me, that I felt my, till now, sturdy champion- which had been so lately erecting his crimson standard in such a puissant and rampant manner-was fast losing his rigidity and was melting away in her grasp. This could not escape her keen observation, and she went on to say: “Ah, I feel that this treacherous little gentleman is beginning to be ashamed of himself, and to repent of his infidelity to the lady of his love. Am I not right? Is it not so? Are you not afraid that she will be offended at your present naughty behaviour?”
I saw at once that I had betrayed myself, and that it was of no use to attempt my further concealment, as it was evident that she was too well aware of our mutual attachment to be deceived by any protestations to the contrary I might make. I could easily see that, at all events, she was not greatly offended at the idea of the subject she had touched upon, and I thought the best plan I could now follow was to have no further concealment from her, and to throw myself on her mercy, trusting to her kindness for forgiveness for what had passed and for securing our future happiness. I therefore replied, “No; indeed, Lady Love-sport, it is not alarm, it is only surprise that has affected me for the moment. I am not in the least afraid of Emily seeing or knowing anything I may do with you, for I know quite well that she is as fond of you, and is as grateful to you for all your past kindness, as I am; and I am convinced that she would most willingly allow me to do anything herself, and would allow me to do anything that will please you. I don't mean to deny that I am madly fond of her, and that I believe she is equally attached to me, but I am quite sure that nothing you will ever wish either of us to do, will impair our affection for each other, or give rise to the slightest difference between us. On the contrary, I am perfectly certain that if she were here now she would willingly co-operate with me in contributing, as far as it might be in our power, to whatever would be agreeable to you; and since we are separated for the present from one another, so far from wishing me to refrain from any enjoyment you may be kind enough to afford me, she will be quite delighted to find that I may have been enabled in any measure to show our sense of your kindness by contributing to your amusement, and she will not be the less pleased to know that this should have been attended with the utmost gratification and delight to me.”
When I had finished, she again drew my lips to hers, and, kissing me fondly, said, “Thank you, my dear boy. I am greatly pleased with your openness, and still more so to find that my previous ideas on the subject are confirmed, and that you are not only attached to Emily, but that you are on such a pleasant footing with her. So far from having the least objection to your attachment, I have been delighted to observe it, and though you may think it cruel of me to have separated you for the last year, my chief object in doing so was to try whether your mutual affection would stand the test of absence, which I am glad to find it has done. Besides, you rogue, I was afraid, from what I saw on a certain occasion of this wicked little fellow, which is now beating again here so furiously, that he would soon be beginning to play his naughty tricks upon poor Emily, before she was old enough to be able to enjoy its effects, and for your own sakes I thought it better that you should not be allowed to come together until you should both be a little more advanced, when you will enjoy your encounter with each other much more than you would have done at a premature age. Even now I must tell you that I consider Emily is still too young to be trusted with you, and that I must enforce your separation for another year, but at the end of that period, if you still retain the same affection for one another you have at present, I shall then make no objection to your pleasing yourselves in any manner you may like.”
I was so enraptured and overjoyed at this blissful communication, that I was unable to speak, and could only testify my thanks and gratitude by repeated and fervent kisses and embraces, which were as warmly returned. “And now, my dear boy,” she continued, “though I consider Emily is still too young to be initiated into the full mysteries of love, you have shown me such sufficient proofs of your capacity to enjoy its sweet pleasures that it would be cruel to condemn you to another year's celibacy; though I hope that the prospect I hold out to you, of being enabled, at the end of that period, to indulge in your mutual affection, will induce you to regulate your passions in the meantime so as not to run any risk of impairing that vigour which Emily will have a right to expect in your embraces, and the want of which, as I have found, so sadly embitters the married state.”
You may imagine the delight and satisfaction with which I received this unexpected communication, which thus foretold the accomplishment of our fondest wishes-for though the delay in their realisation was somewhat provoking, still the certainty of the final attainment of our object made me look upon this as but a slight abatement to my delight. You may suppose how grateful I felt to Lady Lovesport for her goodness, and how anxious I was to show myself sensible of it. I fancied that I detected in the last few words she said a hint that, situated as we then were, it might be in my power to pour forth my grateful thanks in a manner more satisfactory than mere words, which would certainly, as you may well suppose, be most agreeable to my own feelings-and, as I began to suspect from the way in which she still fondled and played with my symbol of manhood, to hers also-I therefore ventured to ask whether I might not be permitted to do so, and to receive from her my first agreeable lesson in the real mysteries of love.
She was far from being displeased with my boldness, and said that though she did not wish to tempt me to do anything I would rather avoid, still, if I were anxious for it, she could not resist the solicitations of such an eloquent petitioner as the little object she was caressing; and that as she could not expect that I was to acquiesce in her laying an embargo upon my intercourse with every other woman, as she had done with regard to you, she saw no reason why she should not have the gratification of enjoying my first essay in the field of love, as well as any one else.
I made no other reply to her than a passionate embrace. Then straining her in my arms, I turned her over on her back, and mounted upon her. I had no difficulty in separating her thighs, and getting between them, but having succeeded in this I found the next proceeding was not quite so easily accomplished. Stretched upon her belly, my fierce champion knocked forcibly at the door, where he was so anxious to obtain admittance, but he could not hit upon the exact spot where he alone could attain his object. Perceiving my difficulty, Lady Lovesport most kindly came to my assistance. Putting down her hand, she took hold of the straying knight errant, and guided him aright in the proper path. Even then he did not, as I had expected, slip in all at once, and I found I had to exert some force to press him on to the final goal. Good heavens! what a delicious sensation it was when for the first time the staff of love penetrated within the warm flesh, and the soft juicy folds of the charming cavity closed around him in a fast embrace. I was so transported with the exquisite feeling of delight that I had not courage to withdraw a single inch, for fear of breaking the spell of pleasure which pervaded my whole frame, and entranced every faculty of my soul.
I remained for a minute or two buried within her to the utmost extent of my charmed weapon, revelling in the ecstatic enjoyment of the enchanting bliss. Meanwhile, my lips and hands wandered over her face and person, and expressed in actions more eloquent than words the gratitude I felt for the exquisite delight she was conferring on me. But I was pleasingly recalled to my duty by a voluptuous heave on the part of Lady Lovesport, who seemed to enjoy our perfect conjunction quite as much as I did. Gently raising up her buttocks, she pressed upwards upon me, and then sinking down again, she contrived to withdraw her body a short way from mine so that the point of my weapon was brought just to the very lips of the charming sheath in which it was imbedded, and then, with another upward bound, she again inserted the whole of the delighted weapon within her voluptuous recess. This enhancing movement, the first delicious thrust I had ever enjoyed within a woman's fountain of bliss, perfectly maddened me, and I responded to her movement with all the power that youthful vigour and intense excitement could lend to my pleasure-stricken champion. I had feared that the irritating treatment he had been previously subjected to would have brought on the blissful overflow too soon, and might have prevented me from operating upon her in a sufficiently effectual manner to enable her to join me in my ecstasy, but instead of this being the case, the effect of the previous scene seemed only to have-added to my powers of endurance, and for several minutes I kept up this soul-stirring exercise of rapid and potent heaves in and out of the delicious receptacle. My efforts were met and returned with equally frantic and delicious movements on the part of Lady Lovesport, while her passionate embraces and kisses, and the fires of rapture which sparkled in her eyes, showed how powerfully she was affected by my virgin efforts. Before long, I had the intense satisfaction of seeing her close her eyes, relax her hold, and sink back into the pleasing agonies of gratified enjoyment.
The increased ease with which my more than ever swollen and distended champion traversed the delicious passage betokened its lubrication by the first enchanting overflow my manly powers had ever drawn down from the fountain of delight. I had hardly become sensible of this when I felt my own torrent of the burning essence of virility bursting from me, with greater force and with far more rapturous sensations, than I had ever before experienced. Wrapped in the most intoxicating and blissful sweets of gratified fruition, I now sank down upon her, pouring out my whole soul in a flood of heavenly and overwhelming delight.
We lay for long folded in each other's arms and caressing one another fondly. When we had fully recovered our senses, we mutually expressed the heartfelt gratification we had enjoyed. I thanked her a thousand times in the most glowing and energetic terms I could make use of for all the rapture she had conferred upon me, and described as well as I could, though in language that could not half express what I felt, the blissful emotion she had made me experience, and-congratulating me on the successful debut I had made in my first appearance on the stage of love, and laughingly threatening that if I went on in the same way and afforded her as much pleasure every time my potent champion was admitted within her territories, she said that she would not be able to part with me to any one else, and would have to keep the delicious charmer entirely to herself for her own private use.
I wished still to retain my pleasant position within her delightful cavity, for I felt convinced that I was quite capable of renewing the fight without any intermission, and obtaining another victory. But she insisted on my taking out the charming little pleasurer-giver, as she called it, and allowing her to thank it with her kisses and caresses before it again renewed the sport. I was obliged to yield to her wishes, and gently withdrew the captive from his fast imprisonment. She then laid me down on the couch, and taking a napkin and some water, she softly wiped all traces of the recent contest. After performing her own ablutions, she next stripped off my shirt and knelt down on a cushion by the side of the couch, and commenced a close inspection of my entirely naked form. Not a single charm escaped her fond and wanton caresses. Face, neck, bosom, belly, buttocks, thighs, were all in their turn examined and eagerly fondled, and, as you may suppose, the masterpiece of nature itself, with its curious appendages, did not escape without a most minute and careful examination. She handled and caressed, and played with and tickled-first the stately column, which had never lost its rigidity, and then the depending pleasure receptacles-in the most voluptuous and enchanting manner, till I was worked up to such a pitch of excitement that I begged and implored of her to give over, and to allow me once more to quench the irritation she had created by plunging the heated instrument into the only bath which could effectually cool its raging excitement.
She laughed, and said that I must obey orders and allow her to allay the storm she had raised in her own manner. After a few minutes more of amorous dalliance with my naked charms, she got upon her knees on the couch and placed herself astride of me, with my legs between hers. She then bent down and took my pleasure pipe between her lips, and sucked it, and tickled it, with her tongue. Watching an opportunity, while she was thus bending down, I caught hold of her chemise, and as she again raised herself up, I drew it over her head, thus rendering her equally naked as myself. She seemed to understand my object, and to enable me to gratify my curiosity, she now rose up on her knees, and remained in that position for some time, allowing me to gratify my delighted eyes with the full view of all the splendid beauties of her magnificent form. On her part, she gazed as intently, and apparently as delightedly, upon my youthful charms, as I lay before her panting and glowing with desire in all the glorious excitement of first passionate enjoyment. Then throwing herself forward, she laid herself down upon me, and brought her naked form in contact with mine, and taking my stiff upright stake in her hand, she held it fast in the proper direction, so that as she sank down upon my naked body, it slipped up into her cavity in the most delicious manner possible, bringing us into the most perfect conjunction that could be attained. Our legs were intertwined with each other, and our lips, bosoms, bellies, and thighs were glued the one to the other with a closeness that could not be surpassed, so much so that I felt the delicious tickling occasioned by the rubbing of the forest of bushy curly hair which encircled her luxuriantly furnished mount, upon the still almost bare tender surfaces which surrounded my emblem of virility, where the newly fledged and still short and scanty ringlets were only beginning to adorn my, till now, virgin implement. On this occasion she took all the labour on herself, making me remain quiet beneath her, while she worked herself up and down upon my stiff standing erect weapon, and compressed and titillated it with the wanton wriggles of her splendid bottom in a most enchanting and celestial manner, so that she drove me almost to distraction with the excess of lascivious bliss she conferred upon me. After she had effected our perfect junction, we indulged in long gentle heaves, repeated over and over again, with a slight interval between them, accompanied with burning kisses upon each other's mouths and bosoms. She then raised herself up again, still keeping my delightful champion a close prisoner in his sweet bondage. She sat across me for a while, gazing with looks of admiration and pleasure upon my glowing countenance, beaming with all the fires of voluptuousness, while the plump lips of her lower mouth squeezed and compressed the delighted captive in their juicy luscious folds in such an enchanting manner that I could hardly tell whether the one position or the other conferred on me the more exquisite delight. She thus alternately varied her position two or three times, luxuriating in the agreeable sensations which our tender union and her lascivious antics produced upon us both, until I could bear the maddening excitement no longer.
The last time she sank down upon my bosom, I threw my arms round her body, and drawing her to me as close as possible, I thrust upwards with my buttocks with all my force, and drove my raging weapon into her two or three times in rapid succession. She met and reciprocated my furious heaves with equal energy and impetuosity and for two or three minutes we continued the fierce fight without intermission. Wound up to the highest pitch of lascivious fury, my sluices were again opened and I pumped up into her a stream of boiling liquid, which issued from me in a rapid succession of jerks of exquisite delight, bestowing on me the most intoxicating and heavenly rapture. She continued her operations during my pleasing emission, though in a more gentle manner, adding, if possible, still further to my thorough enjoyment by the titillation and pressure she thus maintained up and down the whole surface of the delighted weapon of love. The fiery drops had hardly ceased to flow from me when she too yielded to the soft melting bliss. Dissolved in rapturous enjoyment, she sank panting and trembling on my bosom, overcome and almost fainting with the excess of voluptuous enjoyment which her wanton operations had procured for her.
When we had fully recovered from the trance into which our excess had thrown us, I pleaded hard to be allowed to renew the fight a third time, exhibiting a standing proof that my vigour was not entirely exhausted. But she would not listen to me, alleging that from the exhaustion she herself felt, consequent on my potent exertions, she was convinced I had excited myself quite sufficiently for that occasion. But she willingly agreed to give me another opportunity on the following day of indulging in the delicious pastimes in which she had thus so pleasingly initiated me.
Our joys were not interrupted till the return of Mr. Everard, who had been away from home when I arrived. Lady Lovesport had from the first informed me that she did not wish he should know anything of the favours she had granted me, and she now made me aware of the reason. It appeared that there was an arrangement between them that whenever Mr. Everard succeeded to the property to which he was heir, they should immediately be married. But as this might not happen for some years, it had occurred to them both that perhaps an arrangement might be made with me by which, on my marriage with you, Lady Lovesport should give up to me the half of her late husband's property on condition that she should be allowed to retain the other half during her life, even though she did marry Mr. Everard. You may easily suppose that I eagerly assented to this proposal, which will insure our future comfort and happiness.
This matter having been thus arranged, Lady Lovesport confessed to me that she was very unwilling to be entirely deprived of the enjoyment she had derived from her intercourse with me, at least until you were of a proper age to lay claim to your rights over my person. But she suggested that our amusement might still be continued to a certain extent, without suspicion, by associating Susan in our wanton sports. She had sometimes operated with the rod upon this girl in the presence of Mr. Everard, and she proposed that we would all meet together, and that when Mr. Everard was present I should enjoy myself with Susan in the same manner as she did with him. This, she said, would obviate any suspicion or jealousy on his part, and when he was absent, we could amuse ourselves on the old footing.
I objected to this at first, as committing a new act of treason against your charms. But Lady Lovesport pointed out the impossibility of my continuing to indulge myself with her upon any other footing, and the equal impossibility of my being able to refrain from committing acts of infidelity to you in some manner or other after once tasting the fruit of the tree of knowledge. She finally overcame my scruples by giving me some reason to believe that you could not be very severe as to this point, hinting that if there was not another lover in the case, there was a certain Miss Lucy, who almost rivalled me in your affections, and who proved not a bad substitute in procuring for you the pleasures which I fancied you could derive from me alone. I hope some day to be able to reward the voluptuous Lucy in a proper manner for all the enjoyment she has conferred upon you, and if you will not allow me to do so in my own person, I have a substitute in view, who will be most happy to take my place, and who, I have reason to know, will be able to satisfy even her lascivious desires.
But as I leave to-morrow, and shall not have an opportunity of writing to you again before we meet, I must defer to some future period any account of my subsequent adventures, and how I introduced Sidney and Albert to Lady Lovesport and Mr. Everard, with their delight at being rewarded by the embraces of the wanton Susan for their willing submission to all the frolicsome pastimes in birch discipline to which they were subjected.
Ever your attached, Harry.